To: Santa

I did another sort of personality test. It seems accurate luh. But I will go on about why it “seems” accurate. You know, when I actually start to whine/complain in reality, it really means that it’s beyond what I can handle. Or it’s near what I cannot handle already. Never mind about that.

There are times I think I have some sort of problem conveying what I feel or think. Perhaps.

You know. Sometimes we perceive what we see to be what we see? As in, we see what we want to see. For example, there’s this Jack The Ripper case and they were trying to figure out how were the victims chosen. Random or was it selected? So they plotted the victims on a map and drew a circle and deduced that Jack The Ripper used a compass and whatever not to plot his victims. But you know, it’s quite hard to accept. Because with a few points on the map, you can plot many things. It may be random, but it happens to be possible to plot a shape. So we see what we want to see. Perhaps the person investigating/analyzing wants to see Jack the Ripper as someone who’s smart and all?

So should I believe what I am seeing? Or hearing? Somehow, the brain doesn’t seem very reliable anymore. Pardon me. But I think there’s this sudden outburst of negative feelings. And even chocolates don’t seem reliable anymore.
Perhaps because happy things come together and go together. And they come slow but go fast. I so wish I can sleep for 15hours straight.