Because I imagined a life in this. A life like this. I don't mind working 7 days a week, 365 days a year. Being close to nature is something that I have been wanting and yearning and dreaming. I don't know, but for all my life I have been wanting such a life. Tending the farms, welcoming a few tourist that loves nature. Feeding the cows/sheeps/what you can think of. No need to battle with commuters. No need to face the glaring lights of the computer.

There are so many things I can do without. Never mind the shopping malls. Never mind the teevee. Never mind the handphones. Never mind the trains and buses. Never mind the night life. But I do need my internet luh. But you know, everything about the city have been murdering me and sucking life out of me. I need nature. I need silence.

I am not sure why, but I get so irritated with humans. Hear my colleagues gossip (*yes, even the guys gossip*) makes me sick. Everything makes me sick! I need to be back with nature. The skies... the green grass... the consoling words animals speak. Indeed, I am not someone who needs another human companion, but I seriously need nature and animals.

*sighs* Work haven't been good lately.


- Michelle