I want to blog something long and you know, filled with feelings. But I am so busy looking for Queen's albums. How do I know about Queen? Hmmm, actually, I have heard of a few songs since I was young but my sister was watching Queen performance (*best rock concert performance if I am not wrong. I left a video on the previous entry already*) and boy, it was great! I am so going to loop it tomorrow while on the way to work!

Talking about listening to music while on the way to work. I was listening to 98.7FM as usual after work (*on my way home*) and it was so funny I have to bite my lip to stop myself from laughing! And everyone know I can't control my laughter well luh! And as a result, I look like I keep smiling. Oh my gosh! So if you see someone smiling with the ear piece on, do not even think that they are loony or something. They aren't!

Alright. I keep forgetting what I want to blog about.
OMG! Love of My Life - Freddie Mercury is the song I have been looking for and I have no idea it was sung by him! You know the Meteor Garden/Liu Xing Hua Yuan taiwan version, there's always this English song that goes Love of my life~~~. He sang it! OMG! I seriously love it and whenever I watch the show, I can't help my tear with that music on luh! And Freddie Mercury wrote this song for Mary Austin. A women no one could replace in his heart. OMG! I am so loving this song luh! (*cries*)

Okay, the song's over. =D See, I keep forgetting what I want to blog about! Oh yes, whatever happened in my final semester of polytechnic certainly changed me in a way. Right from my FYP to my IAP. The way I think and the things that really matter to me. It's a change I am willing to accept. I have become more of a happy girl. To the extent of being overly contented, that's what my cow friends said. But it's a good thing right! And I am no longer holding on to the things that I can't let go. Like really stupid things! For example, dreading so much over my grades (*fine, there's nothing to dread now already*) and also university admission. Honestly, I am having only 20% confidence in university admission and they are dropping further day by day and news of increasing 900 seats is not even comforting for me. You know, in my life, I need to know what to do next and be assured in a way that I will go that way. And yes, university have always been the norm path I should take (*don't ask me why I chose polytechnic. I prefer it. No explanations needed*). But oh well, if I can't get in, I can't! No point mourning over it or anything.

And to friends I have been making an attempt to like maintain close contacts with. Like the usual how are you or let's go chill out thing. I gave up too! Because honestly, it takes two hands to clap luh. And I am too tired to try to even talk. Never have I felt so. But tolerance's up! =D No hard feelings, just know that things cannot go my way luh. But my life have never been happier. Being contented is so important luh. You know, with the economy crisis and all, don't hold on to things too hard. Or else the doctors are going to be busy treating the brains! I have always been contented to have the group of close friends I have and yes, definitely because of my loony family. It works to have crazy family members.

And to my little friend (*i hope you know I am referring to you luh*)..
Cheer up and yes, CHEER UP! Because I am so bad at consoling people, I am pretty much lose for words, but yes, mic's always there! =D I am rarely so corny with my words okay!

I have so many things to say, but I am trying my best to place them nicely. Oh yes, SUNDAY, SENTOSA PLEASE. =D Ohkay fine, I shall not talk about it here. Though it's been bugging me, oh well. Never mind.

You see, I kind of am having some sort of arguement with my friend that day over some stupid things and he kind of got so pissed of with me being nonchalant about things. But you know, I totally hate explaining! I am fine explaining the first time, but if you still don't get it because your mind's already set, then I don't see the point explaining again! Like seriously.

Ohkay, time to head to bed. =0( Nights!

- Michelle