I think I have lost the blogging bug. Because I used to be able to blog for hours and up to five long entries a day. And I always find it a waste of time blogging short entries! It's like meaningless! =0(
Wait till I get my blogging bug back! I have lots to say, lots to express. But never mind. All this can wait! =D
Oh ya, met up with Huili, Guojie, Chin, Sher Lin, Wen Kai, June, Derek and Delphine for dinner. Dinner at Suntec! I miss them so much! As in, really very much! Before dinner, met up with Huili, Guojie and Chin down to SITEX. As much as I am interested in IT stuffs, I just get this very bad haedache. Just like when I go down to Sim Lim! Really pathetic!
Then down to CityHall and had Kenny Rogers for dinner. I miss Genting's Kenny Rogers from those good old days! =D Had so much fun and I just wish time would stop because there's work tomorrow! Because honestly, I tried my very best liking my work! And it's like very hard! =( Try harder then!
Blogs with music playing automatically is freaky! There are many times I could feel my ear drums busting! I wear my headphones when I am using the computer all the time and usually, it's on full. So imagine the shock I get whenever I go into this blog and wants to enjoy reading them!
I have to frantically click X just to prevent ear drums from being hurt! Not a good thing! Actually I have alot to say and honestly, translating them to Chinese is pretty tiring! Espcially when my hanyu pinyin is abit pathetic! But it's fun! Oh ya!
I have something to show you people! I was super bored in the office today and there are only two people online to entertain me! Well, apparently only one of them managed to entertained me.
He is UBER LAME! And because we all miss BiTC so much, he went to TOUR the world and found BiTC.
And he emailed me this. And I totally laughed out loud in the OFFICE! And it's more than once that I laughed out loud! So yea, if anyone in the office actually find me weird, it's his fault! Oh ya, he actually told me to asked the Batch 8 people to wave, because I might be able to see their hands from Google Map.
I totally laughed like a mad person in office! Yes, Ziyou, that's you. Perhaps, that's how much he miss BiTC.
I have been following the news of Mumbai attacks rather closely. Feeling rage and feeling sadness. Ain't sure why. It clearly isn't affecting my life as yet, but it's pretty pathetic. And yes, by pathetic, I mean those terrorist.
For whatever they are proving, they chose to kill. Kill the innocent. For whatever? They just can't prove what they want to prove in a better way, so they chose to vent their anger on the innocent. To demand something they can't get, they kill. And besides the innocent lives, I also got upset because they actually affect the wonderful buildings in Mumbai. I can't get it. What's with all the angst that made them kill people without actually feeling remorseful, guilt or shame? I read yesterday's newspaper, and honestly, there isn't anything good about it. Is it really because the world have changed so much? I doubt so because I do still see wonderful people around me. =D For that, I am glad.
There are times I want to be in the shoes of these terrorist and actually want to understand what they are thinking. But I remember something someone said before. Some people just have no reason or motive for doing certain things. They jujst enjoy it. Really? I remember reading somewhere about how terrorist actually come together to become who they are. It's because they cannot catch up with the speed at which people are developing, and they get so afraid that they will be left behind. Or when they feel threatened. To a certain extent, this is like protecting yourself? But for the sake of yourself and your insecurity, you actually take people's lives. Even now, whenever I look around at the people in Singapore. I can't help but feel sad. Sure enough, there are a handful of nice people around. But the people in Singapore care about themselves so much that they actually hurt others or just ignore what's happening. Read yesterday's newspaper on the two volunteers that acted as children that were abused but out of like many people, only a few people stopped by to see them.
OMG! Michelle, You aren't supposed to blog such emotional stuff! Stay Happy! Staying happy is my main goal of the IAP. Because IAP is super depressing, I need to think HAPPY to pass through these 12 weeks! 12 WEEKS is like going to be very depressing! Whenver I face such depressing job, my Gemini character just APPEARS once again. =D Mei Shi..
Nut is happy girl happy girl! No problem~ =D Oh ya, I sprained my ankle. =X Oh ya, I am listening two songs: 最近 and Heal The World. =D I LOVE THEM SUPER MUCH! PURLEASE LISTEN TO THEM SOMEWHERE and SING TO ME CAN?
Missing them! My FYP proj mates! Don't be decieved by their "manly" appearance. But yeah, I miss these two brainers! Or rather, I miss working with these two brainers of the team! JJ is very abit fierce~ Ziyou is ... er... very abit picky. But they are smart and funny people though! =D
I really hope that we can enter Imagine Cup as a team again because it got to be the weirdest team ever~ Going for IAP really made me cherish every moment I have with my friends, as a kid again! Because I am going into adulthood (or already in adulthood)! Responsibilites follows. When can I have my happy meal again?
I shouldn't be blogging to complain about Attachment at GES so I won't be talking much about it. I have this desperate need to do these things: - Go back to school (*pretty much impossible*) - Watch Quarantine (*need to scare myself to remind myself that I am alive*) - Celebrate Christmas NOW (*whoops*) - Go to Sentosa (*I know I went there not long ago*) - Go to Beijing and stay in the Hostel with the same bunch of people like before (*Impossible*) - Get out of GES (*I know I know*) - Meet up with people I want to meet - Just catch a random movie with a random someone - Pack my room - Wear my winter wear - Wear my boots - Smell my monkey because she smells so much like Beijing (*Don't ask me why!*) - .etc 不想说些不开心得事!O对， 我很想做一下的这一些： - 回学校! (*不可能*) - 看QUARANTINE (*需要吓一吓自己，提醒自己还活着。*) - 马上庆祝圣诞节! (*呵呵*) - 去圣涛沙! (*我知道我不久前才刚去~*) - 回到北京。住在一样的宿舍和一样的人 (*不可能*) - 不用在到GES上班! (*我也知道不可能*) - 约我想见的人 - 和不认识的人看一场我不会看的电影 - 收拾房间 - 穿毛衣 - 穿靴子。 - 闻猴猴因为她闻起来很有北京的味道。 =X - 等等~
Ok! Enough for today. I thought I should be nice and post some pictures from BiTC-NYP trip. But I have really organize them, so they are like super random! 好。 今天很累!不多说了!
Some pictures from the aftermath of our first performance in BiTC. 这两张照片是第一个performance后拍的!
Stomp members with the very felicia pose~ STOMP成员!FEL 特别的POSE!
Two new found friend that I am so going to make an effort to keep. =D Song Chao and Fel~ 两个新朋友。 =D
Shall stop here alright? Working has drained me off all the energy and happy thoughts! Dementors! 晚安!工作把我的快乐给拿走了!
Christina wrote this for me. =D Thankies! It has totally no link to me, but somehow, it's so sweet of her! Wahaha! More like talking about yourself?? Update me with
Because my tagboard is private, I am gonna reply you peeps here! =D pd: Misses you many many too! Shall tape my laughter down for you! =D Hahaha! xd: thanks girl! meet up real soon! wf: nothing to say. (*i just realized..pd and xd ends with d! lame i know!*)
I seriously hope you get to watch this short video. Is he really 11 years old?! Just listen to the way he talks about the homeless. It's just so heart-wrenching. No wonder they say that nice/kind people always die earlier. He is really sweet. Because I believe, when you are like just 11 years old, and you know you are left with 2weeks, the first thing you will do is CRY and then off to play whatever games you want, buy whatever toys you want. But it seems that all these doesn't matter to him, he had rather use his energy in trying to help those homeless. 这个影像很感人! 年纪那么小! 难怪他们都说好人都比较早走。 =( 他只有两个星期， 但他只想为那些无家可归的人做些什么得。 所以，要看! Back from Beijing for five(5) days already and it seems pretty silly to be still suffering from the post-beijing trip syndrome. But I am still suffering from it! Perhaps beacuse it was a great 41 days. It's like really awesome and because the China friends I made there are like great too! For some reason, I find the China people in Singapore very different from the China people I see in Beijing. Like really different! 从北京回来已经有五天了。还在想念那里的每一切。可能因为那41天是我这19年来算最开心的日子了! 在那里认识的朋友都很好! 想念他们~
Anyways, better stop this before I am once again going to MISS THEM like crazy! The few days after coming back from Beijing was like pretty weird because I tend to keep those habit I have in Beijing! Like in Beijing, phone calls are super expensive so you tend to want to faster finish what you are saying and end the call! There are times in Singapore when I answer the phone and kept thinking that it's very expensive! =X Heh heh (*even the banana in singapore isn't as nice as Beijing's icy cold and sweet banana*) 越说越想念! 这几天还是会把在北京的一些习惯带回来。呵呵~ 还有还有! 我想吃北京的香蕉! 不知为什么食欲最近很差。可能因为天气的影响。。
Ok, so I have started attachment at GES(S) already. It pretty much sucks just like what my ex-classmate said. It's just depressing! And the worst thing is, the job requires you to be super thick-skin! Although i am very thick-skin(*I admit ok*) at times, this just isn't my kind of job. I know for working, you don't get to choose what is your job scope, but at least I get to choose the kind of job I want! Like really! *Boof* Ok, better stop the whining! Attachment made me whine so much I can't stand myself already! And I didn't go for work today. Stupidity caused it! Don't ask me why! 啊。我已经开始在产业实习(*听起来怪怪的8*)。一个字形容 “惨!”。这份工真的不适合我! 因为。。。脸皮不够厚! =x =0( 好了。。不诉苦了! 照片到!
Share with you some pictures alright? Just some because I haven't really organize them so they are all all over the place now. Heh heh!
Nut to OLYMPIC STADIUM! "BIRD NEST" AWESOME | 鸟巢!还是不敢相信我到过鸟巢! GROUP PHOTO!和影! CAN YOU IMAGINE THIS IS THE EXIT OF A SCHOOL?! (UNIVERSITY IN CHINA) | 北京的大学很特别! 很有风格! BIG BIG LIBRARY IN ONE OF THE UNIVERSITIES! | 超大的图书馆! I LOVE THIS GROUP PHOTO THE MOST! | 最爱这张照片了! NICE RIGHT! I HAVE BEEN TO WATER CUBE! | 水立方(*对吗?*) 超美的! BIRD NEST! I DID WENT IN ! =D SOME NICE BUILDING! IT CHANGES COLOR AND WE HAD TO WAIT FOR SOME TIME FOR THE COLOR TO TURN COLORFUL! |要拍这张照要等很久!
I have lots to blog and I just wanna say, I MISS all my new found friends in Beijing and NYP. And I seriously miss working with Junjie and Ziyou on A2MT. A2MT is actually a project that the three of us came up with. And yes, I miss working with them so much!
Today at GES(S), I kept looking at the group photo we took in Yuan Ming Yuan. I want to go back! I want to go back! Ok. Back to reality, tml got WORK. =0( I miss everyone! But on a happier note, I met up with yueying, christina and jiaying! And we went to SENTOSA! I love my girls! =D
Abit blury. Haven't been blogging proper for the past few days. Just want to summarize my days in Beijing.
My life in Beijing have been great and I am hoping it will carry on like this. These few days were spent crying because I miss both pple of NYP and BiTC.
Met great people there and have never loved my friends more each day there!
