Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2Hrs 35mins to home
Time crawls.
=X
Have been trying to keep myself awake!

- Michelle

LONG and DREADFUL 3 hrs 45 mins home.
Time should FLY not crawl!
=0(

- Michelle

Tired. Sleepy. Tired. Sleepy. Cold. Tired. Sleepy. Tired
Yes, I am super tired! A tiring end to 2008! And my butt's hurting so much because I just switched chair. =X I have this tendency to sit 1/3 of the chair you know. It's like so in me already and I remember my teacher commented on how out of the chair I was sitting during a mock interview.
Because when I was in band (*secondary school*), we all sit 1/3 of the chair! So yea, that kind of cultivated that habit of mine. =X

I am so hoping time would FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to 5.45pm and go slow because I cherish allll my off time! But still feeling very sore about having to come back on the 5th and 6th for stock count. =X And it's like at level 2 - warm, humid and stinky! Not fun. Not fun! But ... on a happier note, there's 30 more working days to go! =D 30 more 30 more! I can't wait for IAP to end! Seriously, whoever said that IAP is easy, and there's simply nothing to do is weird! There's so much work to do luh! *Boof* Okay~ Off I go to work~
- Michelle

I got my paycheque! =D Though the amount is a wee bit pathetic. But considering the fact that there's 3 days of holidays for Christmas and 3 days of leave, it's okay. =D Got my pay cheque! Happpppppppppy.
=D
- Michelle

I am at work. =0(
On New Year's Eve I am at work. Full day somemore.
Is there anything worst than that?
I want take leave luh! =X On a happier note, there's off on 1st and 2nd of Jan and then it's WEEKENDS. And I still can't believe 2008 is going to end! It's like really really a very good year for me luh.
Except for the fact that I have to come for attachment at this super weird company, everything have been great.
Time flies! And I don't wanna be 20! I am stepping out of the 1_ range! No more "I am still a TEENager" thing already!

December is filled with countdowns! Like countdown to Christmas and New Year! It's the countdown month! Then January another countdown - Chinese New Year. Next time I don't want to count down to Christmas! That must be the reason why Santa didn't visit me. Because he knows I am not sleeping and that means, I am not a good kid! I shall sleeep at 10pm on every Christmas Eve so that Santa can come visit me! =D

=X Can you people tell that I am like in this "I-don't-wanna-work-and-shouldn't-work-because-its-new-year's-eve" mood? Reallllly! And I think there's like less than 10 people in the office today! =X I am not spying on everyone luh! Just that my table is facing everyone! =X

I want to go home but the time is crawling away~ Booof! And today's weather/bed is in the perfect condition for sleeping! Can I go home????

Oh yea, I watched Twillight last night! Ow, yes, as much as I hate to admit it, Robert Pattinson is really hot! =X I like the way he speaks! And I like the fact that he is playing a character that's like so old yet young! =D Me like! And what I saw in M******(*some illegal site luh*) is totally sensored. And I have no idea why is it sensored too! Oh my gosh, and it gave something new to what we think of vampires! =D He don't melt/rot in the sun, but he glisten in the sun! Like diamonds, just hotter! =D I like the way he speaks! =D Oh dear Oh dear. I shall go read Twillight and New Moon next! =D Anybody want? Heh Heh! Alrighty!~ I am off!

*Pretty excited about my customized notebook!*

- Michelle

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

And so, I changed a new blog skin.
=D
And I got forced by Christina to make New Year Resolutions.
Everyone knows I never like making New Year Resolutions but oh well, since lovely asked me to, I shall think hard for a few! =D

Great. I am like at loss forwords. Resolutions.
What resolutions?
OMG! Honestly, I did attempt to think! For one, STAY HAPPY?
=X
I suck at this luh!


- Michelle

So, it's the time of the year where gatherings are aplenty and money is flowing. =D It's gonna be the end of another year! This year have been filled with plenty of sweet memories. I dare say 2008 is not a wasted year! =D

I love the end of the year because it's the time where you really sit down and start recalling what you have done and if it's right or wrong. What would you have done otherwise and stuffs like that! And when you think back on those oh so sweet memories, you just have this idiotic smile on your face. =D

This year has been great fun! =D Before I start recollecting some events. Here are some things I found on wiki! =DClick on it if you can't read it(*which I think it's pretty impossble to*). I found something I know that i used to not know! And this distress signal frequency is something I can never forget! I read about this like nuts when i was studying for the module! O.O But they won't be monitoring it anymore. See how things change.
LHC will restart in 2009 luh! =D =D And Australia will begin turning off all Analog TV. How cool is that!

I hope that 2009 will be a better year than this year (*and I indeed have an awesome time this year!*). =D
So, what have I done this year? You know, the only thing I can remember right away when you asked me about the greatest memories of 2008 is the Beijing trip. Perhaps it's one of the recent events and it's just so fresh in my memory. But I have got to agree, it's one of the best, if not the best.

Arrr! I just hopped back to my old xanga blog and found this entry on Sept 27 08 talking about freedom writers! =D And yesterday, I finally finished it! So it's like around 2 months plus!
And yes, this remains my favourite story(*of their lives*). Because it says alot.
Marcus: Clive was my boy. He had my back plenty of times. Me and him was like one fist. One army.
[Clive pulls a gun out of a paper bag and accidentally shoots himself]
Marcus: I sat there until the police came. But when they come, all they see is a dead body, a gun, and a nigger. They took me to juvenile hall. First night was the scariest. Inmates banging on the walls, throwing up gang signs, yelling out who they were and where they from. I cried my first night. I never let anybody know that. I spent the next few years in and out of cells. Every day I worry, when will I be free?
Hahas! And I remember Sept 16 is the day I declared it to be "I-LOVE-CHONG-CHONG Day"! I remembered what happened luh! =D And Sept 16 I blogged about my Aerospace results! =D I honestly would have love it like hell if not for that B+ in Aerospace Ops and Practices. I am glad for those results because somehow, I really love Aerospace. =D

And my whining about FYP back then. Hey, I loved it to bits luh! Because initially it was super boring in the lab. It's cold, it's quiet and I didn't know my team members well. You see, the whining in the beginning was a total waste of time because I am so loving FYP. =D

And my first COMEX show tending the cashier. First time handling loads of cash and am so glad I didn't lose any! =D It was great luh. Because customers were nice too. =D

And me mugging hard for my last examination in Poly. How I always complain about how I screw up my examinations but glad that it didn't have a great impact in the end.

And the Dark Knight Craze! That phase that everyone would know " Why so Serious". =D I loved that show because I liked the joker! =D Awwww~ Lunchtime isn't enough for me to blog everything down! =X
lols! End off abruptly here then! =D

Oh yea! My sis is treating me to watch Twillight (*though she have been watching this show EVERYDAY online illegally*) because she is so in love with Edward Cullen. =.= Is this vampire thing that made me so cool luh! =D

Okay, toodles!

- Michelle

Monday, December 29, 2008

Finally after so many months, I watched finish my Freedom Writers. =D
Before I set of to Beijing, I watched only the first half! And HBO stopped showing it!
And finally, today, HBO showed it! =D

Yea, an inspiration! =D

- Michelle

I want to watch Let the Right One in.
Boof!
- Michelle

I didn't know. Guilt. But please be happy.

Meeting the lovelies later. But I am having a very terrible throat. Once again, the sore throat is back to visit me! Can an alien kidnap me till the 13th of Feb? =X Work is seriously killing me. Especially with my habit of procrastination. And worst when I never like talking to strangers (*all my friends happen to initate chat with me at first mahs!*)

Learn learn learn! =D And I just realized, I might be teaming up with this weird uncle for stock take. Scared scared luh! Level 2 somemore! It's like hot and humid and everything! As much as i hate to whine (*yea right*), I have to whine luh! =.=

p/s: time is super slow today! It's slow on all working days! =X

- Michelle

Italian man are indeed omg-ly charming (*think pirlo, think Zachary - though he is half italian and half irish*)
=D
One of the reasons why I watched season 1 of Heros (stopped after the first season because my supply for Heros ended) was Sylar! =D

How can anyone believe that he is 31 years old?! =D I am so going to watch Star Trek luh! But he is playing SPOCK. (*mixed feelings*) Heh heh!

- Michelle

Wanted to blog yesterday, but procastinated till I off-ed my comp.
=0(
Super sian to work today. Even trying to convince myself there's like three more days to holiday.
Three days = 9 hours x 3 = 27hours of work
So not fun.
=0(
All of a sudden, I am so dying to go back to school to attend lectures and stuffs.
=0(
Omg!
Cannot frowwwn! And another sad thing is that, I have to attend that shit stock count! =0(
I am substituting my colleague because she is unwell. But but but, I don't like luh. Why me why me?! Boooof!
Such a bad way to end 2008! =X
Fine, back to work.

p/s: Monday blues till I turn blue.
- Michelle

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Thursday, December 25, 2008

To: Santa

Merrrry Christmas! ! ! ! ! 
=D 
It's CHRISTMAS! =D And soon, year 2009 comes! Hehheh.
Looking forward to 2009 eh? It's a new year, with new hopes and new life (*graduation soon luh*).

This year, I learnt two things:
1. Treat people the way you want to be treated (*but if they turn nasty, then too bad*)
2. Admit fate, but never admit defeat

=D No new year resolutions for me. Because, nut is all about being spontaneous luh. =D
=D Heh heh! Ohkay, waiting for pictures to be transferred to me! And I shall post my good looking cuzzies alright! =D Oh, and MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELIES.

*muacks* Learning something new, "Smile for more good luck". =D Heh heh.
Alrighty, off I go! I am actually making a list of place I want to go (*and WILL go*) and what I will do when I get there. Oh yes, and my decent travel mate is no longer available luh. Ain't sure what legal issues he got into too also! Boof! Never fill me in with details. zzZ! Totally wasted because he is really a decent travel mate that love embarking on journeys that aren't all pretty and nice luh! Where to find!? Because my main purpose of traveling is to be closer to nature. I have plans to teach in Africa when I am at the age of 40. =D Sounds a little unrealistic, but yeaps, that's my 40 yr old wish. I have always wanted to teach and I have also wanted to do something different.  =D

Oh yea, pictures! I will only be uploading my favourites! As for the rest, you know where to go luh. FACEBOOK. =D 


LOVE! I am the O. 
My sis and I at the Mushroom FARM
Michelle!
My lovely CUZZIES (*missing kenneth and Jacklyn jiejie*)! 
The girlie girls!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

To: Santa

Nut's .. Watching Phantom of the Opera

Shall upload peektures later! =D
原来有些朋友就是这样。

To: Santa

Meeting the three girls tml. =D
Even though I am pretty much in pain now due to work and headache, I am filled with happiness with the thought of meeting these three girls!
=D
I seriously think that my migraine is caused by CHOCOLATES LUH.
=0(
Colleague just offered Xmas chocs and I think it's a tad too oily. Bad chocolates! But outer coating is nice!
=D
But headache luh

To: Santa


I am at work. I realized that this work is somehow right for me although I hate it so much. Because I have all along hated/didn’t dare to talk to strangers unless they are friendly people that talked to me first. And I procrastinate a lot. So sad but true.

And working here has actually forced me to open up. Although I don’t make conversations to the people in the production line, I did try to convey to them what I am doing. And about the procrastination part, I have datelines. And I learnt about a thing or two from this place. Oh, did I mention, this is only my fifth week here! I really hate working here but oh well, I have got no choice but to live with it happily.

But you know, I have actually spent my free time thinking of what I want to do in future. It’s a bit over and seems unrealistic. Working towards it working towards it. Because you know, I seriously hate the office working environment. =D Shan’t go into that today luh.

*headache* Haven’t been having enough sleep! This weekend is like totally not a “sleep” weekend because I sleep super late! And guess what, though I am away, I still brought along my heavy “sky” over to do my work! =X But you know, the service in Genting is enough to murder me luh! Although it can be funny at times! But the experience in this restaurant in First World was enough to make my stay a bad one. Hainan Kitchen. I mean, my tolerance level is usually very high but then they blew it! You know the waiters/waitresses are purely trying their very best to avoid serving! And they throw the food on your table! Omg.

But it was super hilarious at this buffet restaurant (*sashimi is not bad though*). My cuzzie(*Sharon*) wanted ice water with ice. But I think the waitresses brought over room-temperature water. So she asked anther waiter for ice. And guess what, the waiter never came back! So we were like laughing because it was just a cup of ice luh! So my another cuzzie went to get the cup of ice from the bar. And guess what, the waiter came back to clear the plates and smiled at Sharon like nothing happened luh! We were laughing hard luh! =D But the buffet was not bad! =D

Oh yes oh yes! I went into the Casino! =D Yesterday wm was super evil! I happily said, “I went into the Casino and the guards didn’t checked me! =D I went in I went in! I saw what’s so attractive about the Casino! And I am underaged! =D”. And wm went, “uh, yeah. Chao Lao Lian”(*sucha cold reply never mind alr! Can still be so direct! And he continued on and on and on about it.*) . See! I am super happy about being able to enter unspotted but hor, it just means I look old luh! Ok luh. I am just hoping I will still look the same when I am like 30+! Then no more chao lao lian alr! =D Heh heh! But it was scary luh! Because everyone was like walking in, then it’s like three of us are under-aged (*Sharon, Jeremy and Me being the youngest*). So I just walked in, cool, with my head high up and looking stern. =X Tadah! Nothing happened! Jeremy was checked and wasn’t allowed to enter. Me, being the youngest entered! =.= And I always felt that he looked old. So, that means, I LOOKED OLDER. Then mother brought us (*my sis and I. What a weird combination luh*) to this machine called Stinky Rich. Super fun! The graphics/cartoon super cute! And they have nice names too! There’s this machine called Lobster Mania! Creativity luh. Fun Fun! =D But I tell you, the aunties/uncles in there are so scary! They are practically $.$ like zombies! They are so into gambling their eyes shine with every penny. No, not exaggerating. And yes, with every penny earn, you are exposed to second-hand smoke! =.= It’s freaking air-conditioned and smoking is allowed! They should have this room where smoking is allowed. Let them breathe in their second hand smoke luh! You know you know, I can never understand why they must smoke luh! Enough about the fact(*is it even a fact luh*) that they release stress. I think they create stress luh! Imagine being a broke kid and you have to stress about whether or not you have the money for the next pack of cig. Or or or, even if you have the $ to get the next pack of cig, you need to be worried if the next pack of cig will mark the day you get lung cancer luh! And if you are like human with conscience, then you will be stressing if you are actually causing harm to the innocent passer by luh! See! Tell me how cig release stress when it adds on stress luh! Never mind if you are just smoking innocently, not puffing into the face of others. But I totally abhor those that puff into the face of others luh. Tsktsk! So that marks the end of my Casino experience. =D Wanted to show the guards my ic because I was feeling a little *ahem* about the fact that I look old luh. But cannot, I sula luh! =X

Since I am in the mood to blog about the interesting/”i-want-to-blog-about-it” things about the trip! =D On Friday night, we got this cab that is uber cool! It’s those van/mini-bus/10-seater bus! And it has super cool LED and teevee! And it’s just like those mini-bus those big stars will take luh! We all abit sua ku also. Heh heh!

Then off to Genting on this Grassland bus with In-Bus-Entertainment. Abit sucky luh. The only good thing? The chair can totally be transformed into a bed. Quite a comfy bed to sleep on too because I slept all the way till Genting. =D It was super misty up there. Reminds me of Beijing at night though. Cause Beijing is quite polluted and it’s super misty at night too. Then the first thing we did was to check in our bags and chilled at Starbucks. =D I drank this super sweet Hazel Hot Choc. Not nice. Too sweet luh! Then had breakfast (*dim sum which was super expensive!*). And off we went to shopping! Didn’t buy anything though. Nothing appealed to me much. But watched Bolt there! =D It’s funny and so cute! I want a dog can can can? I want a dog that loyal. I want a dog! I want a dog! =D And the Rhino is super cute too! I love the ending so much can! Rhino, bolt and the cat found their happy family! And live together! SO CUTE. =D And the ticket prices there is dirt cheap. But you get what you pay for. =D

At night went down to the Mushroom Farm for dinner. LOVELY DINNER! NICE FOOD. Although the service is bad. But Mushroom Farm is a place filled with memories too! =D =D

Then Sunday was more shopping and outdoor. =D And buffet that was quite nice! Love the Sashimi! Love the soup! =D Nice nice. And as usual photo-taking! =D Night was spent watching soccer match at the lobby. =D

And Monday was breakfast as sucky Hainan Kitchen and same coach bus home! =D Food food! Watched 200 pounds beauty and huang jing jia again. But the weird thing is that the Huang Jing Jia is in Canto! Imagine jay chou speaking canto! Freak funny luh! And yes, MORE SLEEEP. =D

And here, I present my best buy! I LOVE THIS CAP SUPER MUCH. Pardon the “tang yuen” face luh. (*reminds me, I didn’t eat tang yuen on Dong Zhi *The Winter Solstice Festival or The Extreme of Winter*)

Gonna be busy meeting nice people to give Xmas gifts! =D

To: Santa

Is at work.
And as much as I find Genting boring, I miss that place and the weather!
=0(

To: Santa


Bought a little something to all nice people this Xmas. =D
Though it's neither cheap nor expensive, it's a little appreciation to all the nice people around me!
=D

You know, I seldom say " I love you _____(*fill in relationship*)". So I need to take this opportunity to express my appreciation! =D
Heh heh!
So if you have been a nice kid, Santa's coming! =D

Monday, December 22, 2008

To: Santa

I have lots to blog about. But for the moment, WAIT for the pictures!
=D

Friday, December 19, 2008

To: Santa

3 MORE HOURS to weekends and I am so tired!
=0(
Time is moving so slowly that I feel like puking.
And I expected myself to settle in pretty well by this week.
But nopes! Because, I have new work to add on to what I need to do.
And honestly, it is really alot!

=0(
I hate work and I still have 30++ days to go!
=0(
Super sadded!
Me miss soldering. Me miss touching those cute lil resistors/transistors/cap/etc.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

To: Santa

There's so many things to do.
=0(

To: Santa

Addicted to Cotton On once again.
I got another pair of shorts from Cotton On ($15) yesterday night.
=D It's supeh comfy luh! Me like Me like!
But I am so intending to get more stuffs from there! Like perhaps next week! =D
I set my eyes on some stuffs there. But one thing is for sure, I am so going to get another 2 pairs of shorts~ Perhaps BLACK and GREY. =D Or maybe red?
Boof! But I can't find a reason to wear shorts anymore luh! Perhaps only on weekends when I go out. If we all can wear shorts to work! =X
=D

I am so loving Cotton On shorts! =D
Heh heh!
Oh yea, I will be off to Genting, Malaysia tomorrow night till Monday.
So yeaps, lovelies, collect your Xmas presents on the 24th or 26th! =D
Muacks!

To: Santa

I am at work and the machines are giving me a headache!
=0(
I don't like work.
I want to go Genting no matter how boring that place is.
Well, at least I can get out of Singapore.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

To: Santa

Went to take MC today.
I hate polyclinics.
I am trying not to set my screen to the brightess.
Semi-opened my eyes today.
Love Cotton On.
Love McWings.
Going M'Sia in 2 days.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

To: Santa


Twillight is SUPER NICE LUH.

To: Santa

To: Santa

I did another sort of personality test. It seems accurate luh. But I will go on about why it “seems” accurate. You know, when I actually start to whine/complain in reality, it really means that it’s beyond what I can handle. Or it’s near what I cannot handle already. Never mind about that.

There are times I think I have some sort of problem conveying what I feel or think. Perhaps.

You know. Sometimes we perceive what we see to be what we see? As in, we see what we want to see. For example, there’s this Jack The Ripper case and they were trying to figure out how were the victims chosen. Random or was it selected? So they plotted the victims on a map and drew a circle and deduced that Jack The Ripper used a compass and whatever not to plot his victims. But you know, it’s quite hard to accept. Because with a few points on the map, you can plot many things. It may be random, but it happens to be possible to plot a shape. So we see what we want to see. Perhaps the person investigating/analyzing wants to see Jack the Ripper as someone who’s smart and all?

So should I believe what I am seeing? Or hearing? Somehow, the brain doesn’t seem very reliable anymore. Pardon me. But I think there’s this sudden outburst of negative feelings. And even chocolates don’t seem reliable anymore.
Perhaps because happy things come together and go together. And they come slow but go fast. I so wish I can sleep for 15hours straight.

To: Santa


So, when I am free (*during lunch that is*), I went to do this colorgenics test. It's not the first time I am doing it but would like to see if it's still the same. =X It's still the same resulst

Name: Michelle
Date: 12/16/2008
Colorgenics Number: 13457026


You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you(*ya luh! So true can!*) and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.



I have many many things to do luh! Why can't I have a slacking IAP? Ohkay, perhaps slacking IAP isn't fun! But the work I am doing is like mentally taxing! Ohkay, wrong, emotionally taxing! But you know, the things I will be doing is going to be mentally taxing too! =0( Whenever there's such things, I always get posted to the "not-very-good" category! Boof! Off to work! And my camera's like going dead any moment luh!

To: Santa


HAPPY! Ohkay. Perhaps not that happy but there's one thing to be happy about today.
I found this show : Edward Scissorhands !
Happpy! I love this show so much and it's the first show I watched starring Johnny Depp! =D
Oh dear. =D
But I can only go home and watch.

*back to reality*
Nut Lesson _ : People who protect themselves too much tend to end up hurting others instead.

To: Santa

Speechless.

Monday, December 15, 2008

To: Santa

Having a headache! Coming to work with a headache has become so normal already! But today there’s like giddy spells! And my neck is aching! Practically everywhere is aching! Boof!

And yes, Nut Lesson 4: Never believe in those tasty looking chocolates! They cheat my feelings! I used to believe they are the cure to everything. Like headaches, giddy spells and whatever you cant think of. But nopes! My headache is still there! And I am feeling a bit weird! As in, my eyes and ears just don’t seem to want to follow what my brain says!


Nut is tired! Need to catch some sleep! OMG. TRIEDNESS IS OVERPOWERIN ME LUH

To: Santa

I envy all the engineers at work. =X Really! It's like, troubleshooting this particular board with your colleauge. It's so fun! While doing work, you are learning from your colleauge and you are also having fun throughout the process! It just reminds me of the good old days (*not that old luh in fact*) in the lab where you do things with a lab partner. Oh I miss the night lessons troubleshooting boards! Though those "problems" set for the board are like freak easy, it's fun! There's this sense of achievement everytime you find where the problem is and explain the problem. Awww! Indeed, school is fun (*with friends around*).But I am still very very glad that I am still meeting up with friends from school occasionally. =D

And it’s very fun skating! Drift skates I call it. You know the hand-leg-brain coordination idiot I am actually managed to skate properly with the help of a slight slope! And if there isn’t slight slope, a few pillars will do. Fun! =D It’s once again this sense of achievement! But then that resulted in the lack of sleep. Because I wake up early on weekends and rarely spend the whole day at home resting. And the consequence? PIMPLES. I have many pimples hiding at the eyebrow area! So you know, I wanted to comb my eyebrow and I tend to scratch them! Uber painful!

So now I am in so much pain that I don’t feel like working! Pimples are in pain (*fine, i am in pain not them*) and my back (*spine*) is aching so badly I ain’t sure why. It hurt so much my legs will go numb with pain! But I think that is because of the way I land whenever I hop away from my skates. To make things worse, this morning is a very nice morning for sleep! And I had to drag myself awake UNWILLINGLY! And in my heart, I am sort of like arguing with myself if I should go to work. And the “angel” always win! Call it guilt. But when I step out of the house, I regret my decision! And now, I am totally regretting because I am so sleepy! Even though I have tons of work to do, I still feel sleepy! Gosh! I seriously hate Monday!

But next week I am going to be so happy! =D Why? Because Monday (OFF-Self Declared), WED (OFF), THURS (OFF) and FRIDAY(OFF)! And it’s like I am going to work for a day next week! =D Happpy! And the week after Christmas, I will be working for three days only! Because 1st and 2nd of Jan OFF! =D And now I am counting down with 36 working days! Okay, that sounds VERY LONG luh! At least there’s Christmas , New Year and Chinese New Year to look forward to! =D And this Friday, I am off to Genting. I kind of am sick of Genting but since it’s with the Cousins! I am okay with it! =D But I am so going to SLEEEP more! Though it meant that I am going to miss out the first major BiTC gathering! =0( Feeling super sad about it, but never mind! I hope everyone have fun there too! Teehee!

It’s been a pretty long time since the Family went over to Genting in a bus. As in, we book the whole bus! =D I hope it’s going to be lots of fun and I am most probably bringing my laptop over I think. Sky (*laptop’s name of course*) have been to China! So I am bringing shim (*can’t determine if sky’s female of male*) to Malaysia! =D And hopeful, have internet connection over there. You know if there’s internet connection(*free*) over there? Like if their Coffee Bean have internet connection? Oh dear, I am such a technology slave! Not good not good!
=D While typing this entry, I am closing my eyes! Super sleepy! So sleepy it’s a little depressing to know that it’s MONDAY today! Four more working days to weekends! Okay Okay! Let’s not think about it. =X Better grab some chocolates! =D Ohkay! I shall end this meaningless entry here!


p/s: Looking forward to meeting the ai ren(s) on Christmas! =D

Sunday, December 14, 2008

To: Santa

Don't think already! Time to go to sleeep before I go crazy!
Because , sometimes, things are just fated!

To: Santa

It's kind of messing with my brain!

To: Santa


I actually only have one wish this year. Can you plan some time to come over and grant me my wish? =D
Today went skating at Pasir Ris park but as usual, it's snowing raining! And I fell! =X I am pretty tired to blog already! Leave it all for tomorrow alrighty?
=D

To: Santa

Places i want to go:
=D

5 Places to See Before They Disappear

And I have been to at least one of them!
  • Tah Mahal
  • Lord Howe Island
  • Pyramid of Giza
  • Gu Gong (Forbidden City) (*Nut's been here!*)
  • Little Green Street
Next I want to see are the Pyramids of Giza and Little Green Street and perhaps even Lord Howe Island! There's something about Georgian Architecture that I really love! And Pyramids because I have always loved watching documentaries on pyramids and I would really love to see the real thing. They actually spectaculated that the pyramids were built by Aliens or at least, with the help of aliens. But you know, the science thing about aliens is very weird. They always said to look into other planets for water or air which might actually prove existence of aliens (*living things*). But WHAT IF, they didn't need those two elements to live?

Who determines that when this react with this will end up as this particular end product? There are certain fact .. that could be untrue actually! =D

To: Santa

Huili actually thought BackPack is BagPack! =D
Oh yea, a documentary I watched this morning says that Ailens could be chinese Ancestors! =D
That explains Qin ShiHuang. That explains the number of chinese in the world! (*that's what they said!*)
It would be super cool luh!

To: Santa
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART! Sorry for finding such an unglam picture of you because I only have this in my harddisk that is filled with Beijing Pictures! Although it's your birthday, I am thankful for this day too because you appeared in my life!

You know, when it's your friend's birthday you get super happy too because if not for their birthday, you wouldn't have met such nice people/friends. But of course, that applies to people who you really love! And yes, she is one of my most loved friends!

Happy Birthday and may you have many many many happy days following it! =D Loves you very very muchie! =D

Friday, December 12, 2008

=D An entry from work ... I don't want to go to hell-zone luh!

I know I posted this long ago. But I miss the SUN.

See what becomes of me when I have no sun! Totally haywire because no battery!
Heh Heh! I like those eyes luh! The messy hair is intentional of course! =D
See what work can do to me! I I know it's uber scary but HAHAHA! I laughed like an insane person when I saw the "end" product! HAHA! It's totally nuts! Oh, but please remember, the following picture only applies when there's no SUN. HAHAHA. I can't blog this entry with a straight face and for goodness sake, i am blogging this in the office! What if people think I am nuts or something?! I am nut, but not nuts! =D


It's seriously, idiotically funny! I really like the eyes lar! I am sucha PRO with that eye thing! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Can't stop laughing! =X
Back to HELL-ZONE!

To: Santa

I seriously have lots to say.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

To: Santa

FINALLY FOUND IT!

WATCH IT! IT'S UBER NICE!


Best Christmas gift? MY DVD SET OF 10th KINGDOM!

To: Santa

Work today was horrible because I got to go to the production line which I totally hate. Because the aunties and uncles there are nasty! =X Fine, shall not complain about work because it's so omg-ly not nice! =D

After work, met up with yingg and chris for KFC. But yue's not able to make it because she have got Common Test tomrrow. You know, I am still like trying to decide if taking test/exams is better, or working is btter you know. Hard to decide!

OKOK..
I have lot's to blog but I am a wee bit busy right now!
STAY TUNE alright!

Before that, i share with you this song.
It's a song I heard when I was in Secondary School I think. From a show called 10th Kingdom shown on Channel 5! It's like a very nice show luh! Fairy Tales that are abit crooked, mixture of modern and fairy tale stories.

Nice song luh! Finally got to know its title! =D

The 10th Kingdom New Theme Song - Watch more funny videos here
SEE THIS CLIP. OMG..WHere to find this show now?!
But of course, the clip's theme song isn't the one I am looking for. But it's an uber nice mini-series! =D

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

To: Santa

I think it has become a habit to tune into Class 95 every night! I love their choice of music at night! It sets me in the right mood to go to sleep. Nothing to sad and nothing too happy. Just that listening to these music brings back memories! =D

Hehheh! Anyway, I have like a thousand and one things to talk about! =X I think I am turning back into a chatterbox luh! =X Just went down to see hl and gj have supper. Supeh random lor! And I realized it's been like eons since I last stepped into "Central". I rarely go there because there's nothing much to shop there anyway. No more pet shop and no more durian uncle also! =X Heh heh!

OMG! MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY by NATALIE COLE and I'LL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS by DIANA KRALL is super nice! Dear me dear me! For some reason, I really like music from the 80s or 90s. It's just uber nice! Am I like old or what~ =D But you know these music are so perfect. I can't wait for Christmas now! =D Tomorrow heading back to school (*most probably*) and meeting my ai ren(s) at yishun. =D You know, when I was younger I didn't know that friendship could last so long. Like really. But I have known my ai ren(s) for more than 6 years already. And honestly, I love them alot luh! =D

Oh dear! I know I have lots more to say, but ... I WANT TO WATCH POLAR EXPRESS NOW! =D TEEHEE. Can I tune into Class 95 and watch Polar Express at the same time?! Heh heh. And and and, is physics better or engineering better? =X Lols!
okies!
Off I go!!

Muackssssssss. Polar Express here I come!

To: Santa

Whoops! People no worries about the unreplied smses today! Heh heh! I didn't bring my phone with me! =D Or rather, my mee took my phone by mistake! =D

To: Santa


Snowing in Beijing! Oh my gosh! How I wish I was there luh! Imagine walking down the road and all of a sudden, snow starts falling! Wonderful! This makes me want to travel more! Because Singapore is such a boring place (*though somehow I can still find some fun*)! And it’s SUMMER all year round. Okay, sure there are RAINY season! But rainy season = wet blanket! Imagine planning a day filled with outdoor activities and ending up with wet weather activities. And there’s like not much indoor stuff to do besides going to the cinema and going to sing karaoke. And these are like expensive activities!

And worst when shopping in Singapore is expensive! You know, a bag in Singapore cost at least S$20 and that is like around 100 plus RMB dollar. That amount of money can by two to three bags! Teehee! Okok, enough of grumbling! But I miss shopping the way I shopped in Beijing! =X S$20 can get you perhaps two tops and two bags in Beijing you know! Like uber cheap luh!
Oh ya, talking about money. If I am not wrong, I remembered reading about economy crisis somewhere. And it’s like supposedly will happen every few years. You know, to like reset everything. Actually it make sense right? It’s indeed like yin and yang. There need to be a balance. Aww…I think I kind of get the meaning behind balance. For something that falls, there is something that rise. Okok. That is to think about! =D


I have been VERY BUSY at work today! So busy I skipped lunched to play Pets Society. Yes, slap me! Because whenever I see people play that game, I will say that it LOOKS/IS childish! What so funny about playing with creatures that don’t look anything normal?! But I tell you, I got hooked the moment I played the race. =.= Okay! I sound superbly dumb now! I am very in love with playing Word Challenge too! Though some words just have no meaning to me! Honestly.. NO MEANING to me. But I guess, I learnt something again! =D

Oh ya Oh ya. Oh my gosh, pardon my randomness once again! Working here have made me not want to work in engineering department. Or at least, something similar to this working environment I am in luh. Why? It’s kind of not what I think it is like. Sure, I love the feeling of building something or love the feeling of troubleshooting and finally knowing where the problem lies. But, the environment is not very nice. Somehow, the toilets for the engineering department sucks (*or is it just my company?*). Really! I go to the office department, and the toilet is sparkling clean! And the people in the lab are like weird beyond weird! Okay, some of you might argue that because I am weird, EVERYONE is weird to me. But no! Being in absolute right mind, I think they are weird! So weird that I dread coming for work every morning! Honestly, as much as I hate to admit, in the morning, the only thing on my mind is to hope for myself to perhaps get rashes or like fall down so I can skip a day of work! Evil mind of mine! But really! Whenever I come for work, place my laptop on my desk, I can only miss Beijing. Remember the times where we woke up at like 7.55am and reaching lab at 8.10am! Because it’s just two staircase away! Awww~ Miss those days! Keke. Fine, admit I am lazy!

But waking up at 6.45am is so not nice! Standard amount of hours to sleep is 6.5 hrs I know. But still sleepy! But I guess it’s because I lack active exercise and therefore, I AM GOING skating later! =D Keke! =D Need to go skate in case my leg forgets the feeling! But I can only skate like an hour! Need to plan my time well. I off work at 5.45pm. I reach home at around 6.30p. Perhaps like 10 mins of changing and stuffs, I will be down at 6.45pm. So I shall skate till 7.20pm! =D And bathe till 8pm and have dinner till 8.45pm. And what’s left over is computer/teevee time.


Oh ya! I just remembered about the Christmas thing I want to blog about last night. It’s nothing much just that, you know, humans are pretty weird. They have so much to complain till they complain about the point of presents exchanging furing Christmas. It’s very commercialized I know and the origins of Christmas didn’t mention about gift exchanging. If I am not wrong, gift exchanging, giving of presents only came about when Santa Claus existed. But does it really matter if that day is really meant for present giving? I mean, people are happy to be giving presents and receiving presents on that day. =D Talking about Christmas.. Every Christmas, I need to watch Polar Express and drink/eat chocolate. It gives me this very warm feeling! I like! Have you watched Polar Express? It’s a pretty old cartoon/animation. But I love it! I wish I was the kid on Polar Express you know! Being able to go to North Pole and visit Santa Claus! Perhaps I do believe in Santa Claus. Just that he’s too afraid of the WARM weather and kids nowadays aren’t sleeping early that’s why he doesn’t appear that often already!

*faints* Such a lengthy post with NO peektures! Sorry about that, I am blogging this while working so pretty hard to upload pictures too! =D Heehee!
Bub byes then!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

To: Santa

Hey Santa, I was just wondering, given your strength of elves, granting somemore of my wishes wouldn't be too bad right? =D I won't be as noble as to wish for world peace. Perhaps, just let a little love into everyone's heart?

You know, the news have been very depressing to read lately. The Mumbai attacks. The conflict between Mumbai and Pakistan. The unrest in Thailand and Malaysia. And back at home, the many social problems. But of course, the terrorist attacks are the most depressing. Because I just can't understand why they have to place people's life in danger and even to take lives just to express angst. I have always been wondering what is wrong with these people. They have the ability to express it in a more amicable way. But what caused them to think that the only way of solving whatever problems is through such methods. I am never a supporter of violence, unless it's fair fight. If these people have a little love in them, would things be different? Perhaps things happened to them, causing them to think in such a way. I really want to know..

There are times I can spend my time thinking and thinking why people react this way. Or do things certain way. Are they really terrorizing for the sake of terrorizing? It is indeed hard to understand the human mind. And worst when people don't only think with their mind, they think with their heart. Even harder to understand. Aw...some people spend their whole life trying to understand.

That's why I always want to have the ability to read people's mind. This complicated thing. Sure enough, the ability to read people's have it's cons. Ar... Talking about ability (*extraordinary*). I want to have three ability! Ability to time travel, ability to read people's mind and the ability to be invisible.

Ability to be invisible - You know, there are times you just want to be left alone. But in this small small world, it's hard to do so.

Ability to read people's mind - This way, everyone is simple-minded because it's easy to read. No guessing games. You tell me what you really mean. It's much better that way!

Ability to time travel - I have always been very fascinated with the past and how they live. How the egyptians lived. How magnificient ancient china is. You know, it got to be an exciting trip to be able to travel to the past. Not to change anything, just to see what actually happened. Whenever I watch Discovery Channel and there's this documentary on Mummies. They actually try to investigate the death of the mummy through the use of hi-tech equipments. But then, I really want to witness what happened. Are the hi-tech equipments that reliable? Are we really doing justices to whoever is accused? I want to go back to see what happened! When I was in Beijing, and we were brought to places like the Forbidden Palace and the Heavenly Temple. And I will close my eyes and try to imagine what it looked like before. With the guards patrolling and all. It must be a very fascinating sight. And whenever i walk down this alley/lane that is filled with old buildings, I close my eyes and try to imagine it being filled with the people of ancient times. I love imagination. It brings you away from reality. But of course, be sure to return back to reality when needed! Aww.. I hope I dream of something interesting tonight! =D That makes me excited to sleeep! Teehee! =D


I shall carry on this entry tomorrow perhaps? Nights children and we are nearer to Christmas. Oh dear, talking about Christmas! Another thing to talk about! But no worries, continue tomorrow. =D

Nights and loves ya!

To: Santa

Today's work sucks alot. But I think, it's time to like really find the funny side in everything! (*Craps, that sounds like what the Joker said to Batman's "girl" in Dark Knight!*). Lols, but really. I mean, think about it this way. One hour spent frowning is like super dumb! No matter you frown or you laugh, the problem/pathetic situation still exist!
=D Learning, experiencing.
=D

Okay. The only thing that freaked me out today - PHONE CALLS.
=X I hate the office telephone beside me! So many times I want to just plug the cables out. =X Whoops!

Looking at some old pictures taken in Beijing! Yes, I miss those days alot! Because life is slow-paced there! Glad that I have such wonderful memories lor! Imagine thinking about your poly days...lectures after lectures (*I miss going for lectures lar in fact*), then FYP in that lab for like full 3 months! At least we get to experience a wonderful 6 weeks together! =D Awwww. Really miss those days! Keke.


Oh! Dinner! =D Is this like the second weekend after we touch down from Beijing? I am missing Sherlin, Wenkai and Fel! We had dinner at Kenny Rogers that night I remember! =D Been meeting Huili and GJ many times recently. Skate lor! Heh heh. But skating is really fun and I kind of got the feel already! =D Fun Fun! Intending to go skate again this Saturday already! =D Pasir Ris Park! I just remembered this place because we used to go there cycle and I remember this slope which is like GREAT for skating. Heh heh! Been very active recently! Resulting in bad nights because, somehow my legs tend to move on its own while I am sleeeping. Skate-Syndrome lar.

Okok. I think I better stop blogging! I am going to get my stuffs done! =D Keke~

To: Santa

My wish for this Christmas: Be a happpppy girl (*actually, I am one now. Just that I hope it will last!*).
But at the moment, I am actually fretting over work! Thank santa that there's internet connection or I will be like struggling at work! You know, I kind of spent today thinking of what I want to do.
Lols. Never mind about that.

I so want to skate nowwwww! Skating brings joy to me lar!
Skate skate skate.
But I fell TWICE today, on my butt! =X No, the floor didn't crack!

And and and, Christmas date! =D Wahahahaha.

Monday, December 8, 2008

To: Santa

Heh heh. I really love this picture! Oh ya, been pretty busy lately. Skating for the whole of this three days! =D Intending to skate after work too. You know, to keep the feel there. =D *i don't want to go to work tml*

Sunday, December 7, 2008

To: Santa

I have been having no appetite recently. It's either no appetite or it's just at the wrong time. Boof! The weird thing, even duck/ba chor mee/chocolate also can't make me want to eat them! =0(
Booof!
Oh, I have been skating for like three days! =D
Not exactly 72hrs, but you get my meaning. =D I love drift skate! =D

To: Santa

Nut's super sad that she can't go on 20th Dec BiTC gathering at Sentosa. =0(

To: Santa

I was thinking, you might not come to find me this year again. But how about sending your elves helper to find me? Because I think I need your elves to help me find back my laughter and my smiles.

Friday, December 5, 2008

To: Santa

Thanks for letting me pick up drift skate! =D That makes me a very happy girl.
You know, today's skating taught me many many things!
=D

You know, there are many things where you can just try to get out of it. Perhaps it's seems pretty hard, but trying after sometime, you just get the hang of it and it just gets better and better.
=D

Enough of hoping for the impossible. A step at a time is more practical.
=D
I had fun skating in the dark today. =D And I managed to go a little more than a metre. =D

Thursday, December 4, 2008

To: Santa

(*It's like I pray to Santa like it's a religion*)
=D Won't be talking much about my work. =D But after work was happy night/dinner. Met up with Christina and Yingg for dinner at Long John Silver. =D I love love love them so much but but but, WHERE'S YUEYING. I wouldn't trade these girls for anything in the world! Even chatting with them for like a short while is satisfying!

=D And to Christina, we should all grow up already! Do learn to defend yourself when people are nasty to you. It isn't wrong because you didn't start it. =D Hearing her problems, do let me think about many many things! But I ain't gonna blog them down because I just have no time to do so. =0( Perhaps on Monday. I will blog about it.

=D Ok! Off I go! Need to mentally prepare myself for work tomorrow again. On a happier note, I might be meeting Huili for dinner and skating! =D

To: Santa

Thanks for granting me with koolim.com because it's the only msn on web browser that I can open with work's desktop. =D I am going to be like sian-ed to death without msn!

Don't ask me about work, it's the same old thing.
On a happier note, I saw mei nv jiejie. =D
Thanks santa

To: Santa

I know I said that I didn't want you to grant me my wish this year.
But I sincerely hope you understand that girls never say what they mean. =D

(*Work is bad today.*)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

To: Santa

I just want things simple.

I gave myself a new task today.
=D
Testing myself! =D If I ever complete it within this 3months of IAP, I will tell you what is it.
=D



Little panda in Beijing Zoo!



HEH HEH! Really three buncha cuties standing infront of the school door playing with the cold and polluted air! Honestly, is that even vapour or pollution/haze!

=D At work. Taking a short break! Yesterday Fat fat scared me!~ He is like very weak already and last night I was about to place food into his cage. I opened the door, he didn’t move abit. Maybe he was sound asleep, so I tapped his cage a little. He didn’t move! I totally freaked out!
But when my sister tapped his cage, he woke up! =0( 41 days of not seeing me, he don’t listen to me already! But he is still super cute because he loves walking on two legs and jumping on two legs! At first only fat fat knows how to walk on two legs but it seems that jeet jeet have also mastered this skill! =D Jeet jeet is getting fatter and fat fat is getting weaker! =(
My two babies~
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This is Jeet Jeet. You must be wondering how he got his name! Well, initially when they came over, this hamster keeps producing this “jeet jeet” sound whenever fat fat goes near him, or when our hands go near him. And he seriously hate pple to touch him before he got tamed. =D That’s how he got his name. But now he no longer jeet. He only moan when he is sleeping, which I suspect him to be dreaming.
Photobucket This is Fat Fat’s in his favourite sleeping position! I love FAT FAT because he’s very tamed and he welcomes people touching him. But he’s getting thinner and older. But he still enjoys walking on twos! And he gives this very innocent face when he spots someone looking at him! Super cute!

It’s very easy to differentiate between the two babies. Jeet jeet have a sharper face and Fat Fat have a rounder face. And their face shape is pretty much consistent. =D Awww~ I miss them so much now!

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Fat Fat on his favourite spot for naps. =D It’s the top of a tunnel and instead of going IN the tunnel, he chose to go ON TOP of the tunnel. But he’s really cute! Omg!
=D Pretty hard to take pictures of them. They can’t really stay still when they spot the camera actually. =D

Oh ya, some foodie pictures since I found them on the computer!

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My very first PastaMania meal after coming back Beijing! =D Creamy Chicken. I know many people who dislike eating creamy pasta! But I love them to bits! Like really to bits drops! =D

Oh yes, I finally found a favourite from PastaMania. =D I don't know what's the hype about Banana Pizza. But I finally found a nice pizza from PastMania!
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There! I know, my camera skills sucks pretty much. But it's really really nice! It's the cinnamon sugar doing the trick! And the caramel apples! Omg! I am so going to PastaMania again for this dessert! =D Uber Uber nice! Omg! It's perfect after a day at the beach!
=D =D

And that day, meet ups with a few BiTC mates. =D Dinner at Kenny Rogers - Suntec.
=D I never really liked Kenny Rogers because I prefer Genting's Kenny Rogers the most! But this place isn't too bad! Love the Macroni Cheese to bits! =D The Chicken was ohkay~ But the Macroni Cheese is heaven! =D
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Still waiting for pictures from that day. And when I get them, i shall blog them asap! =D

=D Work is like bad today. =D Never mind about that! There's like many things to do and I just went to hide my computer's clock! Because it's depressing to see the time move so slowly! Friday faster come please! Every morning is a killer because I get so sleepy! And I always want to find excuses to skip work but you know, I am a very SULA person lar! I hate to say this, but there like 46 working days left! (*i know i know, stupid to actually go count the number of days!*) Looking forward to this long weekend because can SLEEP! =D And yes, hopefully get my hands on WII. I haven't been sweating and I need to sweat it out! =D OkOk.

Shall end this entry here then! =D Till then children!
=D Muacks!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

This is a must show picture! Me in the Olympic Stadium wearing the volunteer's jacket and pass!

最近

你最近不说话
怎么了,为什么
是不是有什么事啊
让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎么了,为什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱
有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福



Seriously in love with this song and it's lyrics.
It's like the little girl that abandoned it's playground for another just to realize that the journey there is tiring.


=0(
Nothing.

Was down at the 'hell-zone' when I remembered my principle in life.
Treat others the way I want to be treated.
=D

Lunch time!
Need to go down to the production line later and that's what I am most afraid of whenever I go to work. Though I abit(*ok, fine. Very*) talkative, I just have this problem with communicating with people's that are like my seniors in a serious working environment.

I do want to cope with this here in GES. But it's like very difficult because I just can't open my mouth! =0( Boof! As much as I try to convince myself that today is going to be a better day, things have to go wrong! Mood swings are like getting more and more frequent!

Listening to Zui Jing by Sam. I didn't really love it so much the first time I heard (*which was like ages ago*) until I heard it the second time at Christ's place. I have been looping this song for like forever! It's so nice can! =X Ya, I am usually so out-dated with music/song! =D Oh dear, one more hour to go to that hell-place! Honestly, time pass so fast when you dread something luh!

Was feeling uber shitty about the job I am doing when delphine text-ed her daily quotes over. Ya, you get paid for the value you bring to the hour. You know, whenever I want to complain how shitty job is and how life is, I just think back on those Beijing days. What have I to complained having experienced such wonderful 41 days? But working now is like super tragic.
Ok. Have decided to complain here because, I am don't wanna drag someone out to complain! Everyone's life seems to be not very good lately. I have been like counting the number of days left! Tragically, there's like 40++ days left! *OMG* And that means, more mean aunties/uncles for me to see! *Craps* =0(

The only thing I am looking forward to is Christmas and New Year day! =D But the sad thing about this happy thing is that everyone wanna go to crowded areas for Christmas and yes, I hate crowded places because I'll just space out! Perhaps there will be less people on Christmas day itself?

Ideal Christmas? Beach! Sitting down and just do nothing except talking. Relaxing! I really want to head to the beach like now! Ok, I know beach for Christmas is too weird an idea! Let's say, drinking the best cup of Hot Chocolate on Christmas? Or should this year's Christmas be alittle different? Stay home! =X But the thought of Christmas being here is like so nice! And the best thing is that Singapore is getting cooler! I shiver evey night! Not as cold as Beijing of course.
And and and, NEW YEAR day!

Oh rather, the high-ness only comes on NEW YEAR's eve! =D Counting down to 2009. Omg! Time is wayyy too fast! But I think, 2008 is a pretty good year. It's in 2008 that I experience 41 days away from home and learning to live with a group of students in a foreign land.

Omg! Ok! Off I go to read some materials before heading to hell-zone! =X
Wish me luck children!
=D =D *remind me to smile*
Shall end off with some peektures I found on my desktop! Ain't sure if I have posted them up before~


Xiao Jing Teng look-alike (Baby Rain) and Nut (*in super aunty tracks!*)
Nut and Sara! She's super cute and friendly!

June, Song Chao, Nut, Sharon and Pingding! Neighbours!

Shall end of with this picture that everyone says is weird! =X I just realized I got quite a big nose too!

I don't want to get used to it. Seriously.

Monday, December 1, 2008

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=D
Because felt so much better! =D Heh heh!
Indeed, my mood change like the wind, or even faster!
Wish me luck Children!

I want to laugh. I want to cry. Any idea how to do both at the same time?

Nut is going to be a happier girl today because she's gonna meet her LOVE(s) after work!
Heh heh! Pretty hard to meet them up because they are SUPER busy with work and I am super happy to be able to meet them even for like a few hours after work. =D Gonna like tell them so many stories about Beijing! (*they are this bunch of people with stereotype thinking of you-know-where*) And and and and and, to listen to our new couple's story! =D I miss chill-out moments~ Like really! But one sad thing - I didn't bring camera charger!

But still I am happpppy! =D Ok, the headache is like 5% less pain now because I am so looking forward to meeting them(*which actually made the time seems to move slower!*) Oh yes, it's lunch time now and I am as usual in the office. Tell me what's wrong, but i just don't feel like eating in the day! Bad habit! And the coffee shop is wayy too far from the office. So I shall just stay in the office! Gonna go learn OFFICE EXERCISE. =X I remember doing those office exercise when i was working in Suntec City Development! Oh yea, I do miss that working environment. Because the uncles and aunties there are SUPER nice! Uncles and Aunties here aren't nice!

If there is no need for me to go to the production line to take vid, it will be heaven already! I don't mind doing like millions of reports! Really! I love doing reports you know. =X

Oh dear, the blogging bug seems to be back now but I have no time to actually do a proper blog entry! Okok. Time to get back to work and I've got to go to production line later! Boohoo!

Till then children! =D

Migraine Attack

Stupid me forgot to bring my spectacles to work!
Excel and vids are driving my eyes mad! =X
Back to work and am chasing the Monday blues away!

Monday Blues. Learning. Coping. Hoping. Learning. Smiling.