After this entry, I will stop blogging for a little while. Catch me on facebook if you want.
Got to make this entry short too! I know I am getting older when I start labelling these two guys hot. =D Donnie Yen and Sean Penn.

Yes, the martial arts hero. I like him as Ip Man (*gonna be a part 2!*) and Huang Fei Hong!

I love him in I am Sam!

Till then babies.. =D



- Michelle

The dilemma of a "supposedly" not-as-academically-inclined student.

Student A: OMG! So many choices!
Student A: Which to choose?! Which one first?!
Student B: Just choose the one you are most interested first. Since it's the first choice, you'll most probably be getting it.
Student A: |||. =0( Not for me! All choices must be made carefully.

*I love Sun dried marinated tomatoes! OMG-ly great! It goes with CHEESE and EGGS so well! Just like Dou Jiang(*Soy bean drink*) and You Tiao (*fried dough*)!

- Michelle

Jeetjeet got tumour! =0(
- Michelle

Google, my forever best friend!
Received two sms about the bugis attack.
Oh, one is from Christina! Remember the HIV needles that email? Haha! Got it from her too! HAHAHA.


Oh anyway, perhaps many of you have recieved the sms about terrorist planning bomb attack on our Bugis. It's a hoax!
Once again!
Singaporeans (*maybe? maybe not? By Singaporeans, I actually mean people living in Singapore*) are too bored with the life here already! But I seriously wonder what the person was thinking when he/she (*probably a he*) is thinking when he is drafting the sms and deciding to send them out luh!
Tsktsk! See, whenever I recieve such mails/messages, I have my trusty google to go check it for me! =D
haha!

But hopefully it can scare away some children from Bugis! It's always overcrowding and I badly need to trim my bushy eyebrows! =0(

- Michelle

I know it's been a long time since I last blogged.
Oh well.
I lost the ability to blog properly. Perhaps, not. Am just lazy.
=D
Just sum up some happy things.
Sentosa on Monday.
Gathering at Sun Plaza on Thursday.
Late night ong omg conversation on thursday.
Wedding bells ringing.
Truth.
=D

Oh. And thanks to X for intro-ing such an awesome drama! You know, I am seriously a mystery lover! Haha!
- Michelle

I know I am a little old when a 500 word essay is enough to drive me crazy.

- Michelle

Watching History channel feeling very much like a geek.
Many things left undone on my table.
University apps giving me a headache.
Lazy to blog.

- Michelle

We're all a little odd beneath the surface
- Dean Koontz

I absolutely agree! =D
Superbly busy.. yet..you know, I keep thinking there's time for everything! So wrong!
No more procrastination! But it runs in the blood you know.

Oh well, tuudles! =D

- Michelle

Anybody mind telling me where does the milk come from?

- Michelle

Legs sore
Neck's aching
Pimple(s) hurting

- Michelle

School today.
Familiar surrounding.
=D

- Michelle

up to you ... however do note I have only RMB100 .... hope to can bring the loose note since yours is less than RMB100
btw... email looks like nutella ... thought someone wanted to do promotion :)

Oh, my lecturer is so cute.

- Michelle

Smiles!

When you are happy, you smile. =D
So I recently got a book which list down the 14,000 things that made the author happy! Oh well, some things that made her happy doesn't makes me happy. So I shall make a list of things that make me happy today and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the next day after the day after tomorrow and on and on and on. She have been compiling the list since she was in sixth grade!

1. Rainy weathers
2. Sunny weathers
3. Apple strudels
4. Ice
5. Koala Bears
6. Monkeys
7. Soda float
8. Banana split
9. Orea
10. Doggies licking my feet
11. Strong wind
12. Beaches
13. Robert Pattinson
14. Watching my favourite sport on teevee
15. Having a good haircut
16. Eating the best durian
17. Watching Mary Poppins
18. Walking down an old-fashioned street
19. Hiding under the blanket
20. Drinking honey.

So I shall leave it with 20 first! =D 20 Tomorrow again. What your's?



- Michelle

I can hear many people screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

- Michelle

Went to catch a midnight movie last night. Honestly, I didn't know about this movie until last night. But it's so nice! Andy Lau's hot, Shu Qi's hot! =D

- Michelle

Don't feel like blogging yet.
=D
Brb people.

- Michelle

I LOVE YOU
=D Say " I LOVE YOU " to your family, your friends, your loved ones, your pet, your neighbour and your stuffed toys (*which I refer to as babies*). =D I mean, you don't everyday say "I love you" to the people you love right? So why not do it today. =D
Happy St Valentine's Day! =D

- Michelle

I love iced milo
I love steamed crab. Plain with ginger. (*I choose steamed ginger crabs over chili crabs and all!*)
I love Mugicha, an alternative to coffee tasting beverages.
I love Freddie Mercury because he sings great and he is spontaneous.
I love Robert Pattinson because he isn't really normal too.
I love Johnny Depp because he isn't really normal too.
I love school (*well, I love school only when I am out of it*).
I love bubble wraps.
I love anything green (*well, because it also means that you are online!*).
I love anything blue.
I love anything to do with the sun and well, nature.
I love places I have never been to.
I love watching a good game (*footieball*)
I love orange lights.
I love your text messages.
I love Christmas.
I love winter.
I love brown tones.
I love dogs (*esp big dogs*)
I love my two bunnies up in heaven (*snowie and blackie. . I know..corny names*).
I love my two hammies living in my house (*jeet jeet and fat fat. Finally, creative names!*)
I love the ducks I used to rear in our HDB flat (*yes, laugh at it! We will stare at the ducks in the balcony. And why we have ducks as pets? My moomoo say my sister and I want one!*)
I love the feeling of having the strong wind hitting my face (*yes, strong wind*)
I love barbecued squid (*the best I have eaten is in Beijing!*)
I love sleeping in small rooms
I love my crazy family (*when I say crazy, it's really crazy*).
I love my lovely girlfriends and boyfriends (*yes, I used the word lovely.*).
I love drinking (*don't ask me why.*).
I love staring into space.
I love daydreaming.
I love rosy cheeks.
I love observing people's eyes.
I love observing people's hands.
I love falling down
I love the sound of howling wind
I love the sound of waves crashing
I love the feeling of having flash backs
I love laughing and crying.

Omg! I am so tired from typing all the "I love..."! How did you do it man!
Arr, I finished my IAP today. And I finally can blog about work in what I really think. Actually work have been good. Well, except for the early mornings. I can never say things like "WORK'S GREAT" when I am still working because it will totally turn opposite the next day! REALLY! Honest! But I tell you, work have been fabulous!

And today I finally had lunch. In the morning, there this really nice colleague that cooked for us. Really nice! =D Awesome curry that I have never tried before! =D Yummms. And the people in there are like really nice and fun!

And since it's the last day, I joined them for lunch at this place in Woodlands-which I have never been to before. The claypot rice is like really nice! =D I want to go again, but forgot how to go already! Woodlands wayyy too complicated for me!

It was really a great experience! I learn alot. Like really alot. I learn from my supervisor and even from listening to the engineers there! But like every company, there are politics. But the people there are generally nice and funny! Well, except for the aunties in the production line which I somehow can understand luh. I came in contact with drawings, MI and all. =D And I even started the narration of videos! =D I am so sorry to the next IAP student attached there. I gave him/her extra job to do! XD Heh heh! And I left my msn and contact number to this really nice colleague! She's super sweet! =D

And I think my supervisor is generous in guiding me and teaching me. She shares her experience with me which I like! =D Yeaps, =D. Was surprised that I felt a little bit sad leaving that company today. The people have been quite nice to me and they are super funny too! I think it's because of the stressful situation now that everyone's also beginning to be more crazy. Stress reliever! =D

And with that, I ended my three years of Poly. Super fast luh! I miss going for lectures. I miss walking to school. I miss doing projects. I miss going for exams and tests. I misssss having lunch breaks! =D But life have to go on luh! What matters most is that I enjoyed it! =D So right now, I am looking forward to what is happening next. =D Let's hope it will be a great one!

Oh yes, one last random thing. I think I laugh and cry too easily! XD Today I was listening to the radio (*98.7fm*) and I can't help my laugh! The DJs are so funnny! I have to force myself so hard not to laugh and I kept smiling because it's really funny! XD Hahahaha! The only exercise we (*females*) do is...jumping into conclusion!! Realllly funnnny! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ohkay, time to go do my stuffs! =D
















- Michelle

30minutesss more!
= (*don't know what expression to put*)

- Michelle

This song is the perfect song to sing! When I feel tired and all, I love to sing! Especially with really high pitch! Hahas!

Love Of My Life Lyrics

Love of my life - you've hurt me
You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know -
What it means to me

Love of my life - don't leave me
You've taken my love and now desert me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know -
What it means to me

You will remember -
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way -
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you - I still love you

Back - hurry back
please bring it back home to me
Because you don't know
What it means to me

Love of my life
Love of my life ...
Oooh, oooh...

- Michelle

Was watching this show about the last princess in China and the name Ai Xin Jue Luo was mentioned. And I tell you, there's a sudden rush of emotions and memories luh! I miss the tour guide we had in Beijing! He is awesome with his super great storytelling abilities!

Is like, seeing the historic places is not enough! With his awesome storytelling abilites, everyone comes to life! Super awesome! Yes..I miss touring the country with everyone.
=0(



- Michelle

"If it's planned, it's boring"

Yeaps. I so agree with it. I hate planning. But I enjoy the process of planning, but of course I will end up doing things entirely different from planned. And I always have to say the same thing. When you plan something and you count me in, you seriously have got to be able to tolerate it if I decide to do things differently.

In a way or another, I think I am so evil! XD But seriously, there is no way forcing myself to do as planned if I really hate it at the last minute! But I think, I have successfully trained people to tolerate that. Because honestly, when I think about it, there is really no point in getting angry and all over someone who decides to back out last minute! Though there are times I get really pissed off, but when I think about it for like 30 seconds, I am like, it's actually really alright!
Because you see, I say I am going doesn't mean I am really going. Just expect me to be going! And I seriously can't predict what I want to do in future.

This quote just set me off with this blog entry! XD I love freddie mercury's quotes because they are so ......hm...how do you put it...real. Like you get what you see. Nothing more, nothing less.

XD Oh. I thought I said I would stop blogging for now? XD HAHAS!
Alrighty! Good afternoon and have a happpy day today! It's a day away from weekends! =D
Tooodles!






- Michelle

And I am left with a day and a half to the end of IAP.
Like seriously and no kiddnig! And I can still remember the feeling when I first start working here. Working isn't a really right word. But oh well~

It's super fast right! And I can't wait for the end of the month too.
Time seriously seriously flies!
Ar! Oh yes, I missed this morning's Spain V England match again. =0(
It's the same thing! I woke up, nudged my sister and told myself, "this time I will wake up after 5minutes". I didn't! Woke up late at 7.10am somemore! Because I have a tendency to wake up in the middle of the night and off my alarm! XD I can remember it, and am aware I am doing it. But you know, I am so tired my mind can't be bothered to stop my actions! XD

I can't wait for tomorrow night because I seriously want to blog a super long entry! An entry most of you would want to like bash me up! Hahas! But I guess most are used to it already luh! Heh heh! And and and.. i wanna play with bubble wraps! And and and.. I want to listen to Radio Ga Ga now! XD

Random I know. And I am superbly happy that tomorrow is my last day at GES(S). =D Like unbelievably happy! =D If I was paid to be a neet, life's heaven! XD
heh heh

And I was doing something really retarded in the office. Well, apparently, for some reason the Windows Movie Maker wouldn't save my files, so I need to re-video/tape the process from the computer. So imagine me taking a DCam filming whatever is happening from the computer. Retard! Totally!

Oh well. I am freaking sleepy now and I realized I blog regularly at lunch hours. And I am super hungry now though I just finished with my chicken egg omelette sandwich. And drinking lemonade is so not helping!

Oh, pardon me for being random in my words alright? Too sleepy to like QC my blog and I just want to blog. =D And I heard about something real sweet happening on V day. Like most of us are somehow playing a small role in this and even the couples in the group are giving up their really sweet lovely dovely world on v day for this. Shhhhhhh. =D

Life and it's miracles. Hahas! And you know how I wished I was born early! I don't being born in the Georgian era luh. Life's a lil boring in Singapore. I want mountains and hills. I want lakes and rivers. I want dense forest. I want the four seasons. I want... so many things!
One of my travelling desire is to take the plane to somewhere, perhaps UK, and just get lost in the place! I will avoid places with high rise buildings. Seriously.

Ohkay, I am out of words already! And......let time pass really fast today. =D


- Michelle

Here are some of the stuffs I got recently. Missing some stuffs here but I think these five are kind of like easier to take picture of. I have additional photo frames hanging on the wall and now in total there are six photo frames hanging. And I positioned them in a way they are random so it look totally cool.

Okay, you must be thinking what the item number 1! It's some tools for massaging! And oh my gosh, they are like great! Bought them from daiso at $2 for one (*doh*). I have a routine everyday to massage for like half an hour. =D No 2 is an ELF product I bought from a blogshop.
It's a lip gloss and I love it so much! Because it's cute luh! And No 3s are three other ELF items.
A bronzer and two eyeshadow. The duo color one is cream which I have never tried before. It's supposed to be in quite earth tones but my camera don't do justice to it. It's brown tones.
No 4 is my oil control moisturizer sunscreen for daily use. From Mentholatum. =D Me love.
And No 5 is my contact lenses and solution. And I never know that contact lense solution is so cheap~ Like seriously. =D

So, that's all for today! Heh heh. And I think my left eye is swollen! XD
- Michelle

I love cool weather because my hair is like really soft and silky and not poofy!
I love cool weather because it's the only time I think my hair is nice.
I love cool weather because I don't have frizzy hair.

Cool weather please stay! Is today like the first day of rain ever since Chinese New Year?
And I think I am getting a newer pair of contact lenses.

Oh.
I love bubble wraps.
Well, my whole family love popping bubble wraps! I love bubble wraps because 1. it means someone gave me fragile items as gifts (*i love it fragile items!*) 2. there are yummmy goodies
3. they produce a melodious sound upon popping! =D

And yes, my E.L.F products have arrived. I bought a bronzing powder, a duo eyeshadow cream in earth tones, a four color eyeshadow and a super duper cute lip gloss! I tell you, it's so super cute! Never mind that I hate the color! =D Shall post up my e-shopping buys sooon. And yes, some reviews too luh!

=D So wait while I edit peektures =D






- Michelle

I just realized how screwed up my previous blogskin was. XD
So I changed it!

I have lots to blog about luh! But right now, I am busy!
BRB


- Michelle

Before anything, this is my favourite song currently! =D Bohemian Rhapsody!

- Michelle

This quote here reminds me of the Joker in Dark Knight. Doesn't it?

"If it's planned, it's boring"

- Michelle

So, I am left with 2 and a half days of IAP at GES(S). (*Oh by the way, I have been looping my Queen album on my phone! =D *)

Not using lap top to blog - no pictures and desktop is totally slow and retarded! And what's for lunch? The MITSUYA Tasty biscuit stick. XD Kind of lazy to go choose from the pathetic range of sandwiches so I just grab a pack of Tasty. And I am super hungry now luh!

Oh, you see, I have lot's of things that I want to blog about just now, but when I open my blogger page, mental block! Oh yea, today got one 叔叔问, "你情人节会去哪里鬼混"! He actually used the word 鬼混!

Random I know! Oh my gosh, while I was doing my video editing (*super intense due to the screw up of videos and all. The slow desktop isn't helping too*) when I think back, WOW! Time have been fast! 12 weeks! I can't imagine spending 12 weeks here when a day here is sort of torturing! But super lucky because there are alot of breaks/Public holiday. I think the length of public holiday (*including company shutdown*) would be around 2 weeks! And I personally took 6 days of leave. XD So yeaps. But I was just intending to help the company save up $. You see, I take leave and company no need to pay me! Saving money for them and myself! Yes, I am good I know.

All I want now is for the two days to just END FAST! I indeed learn things from here, but you know, through a tormenting experience, no way!
Oh yea! I AM SUPER SAD! This morning's match, I missed it! I woke up, nudge my sister, and gave myself another 5 mins to sleep! BUT... I OVERSLEPT! =0( PIRLO DID PLAY! But Italy lost. BUT PIRLO DID PLAY. =0( *It's been a gazillion years since I saw Pirlo on the field. =0( I missed it! Gonna catch the replay later! And tonight's like SPAIN V ENGLAND. I ALSO want to watch! =0(
But but but, can wake up or not? =0( Why must there be time differences luh! I know I know, the earth is round. Grrr!
I missed it and pissed with it! (*somehow rhymes!)

So, tonight, I will catch the match. I am sure about it. Like really sure!
Oh yea, here's the top music when I was born - 08Jun89
Sealed With A Kiss - Jason Donovan (UK)
Wind Beneath My Wings - Bette Midler (Both USA and AUS)
I am so going to like look for these songs! =D Heh heh!
(*Just finished my last stick of tasty biscuit!*)

And so, I am left to starve! =0 And I have lot's to blog.. that I can only wait till after IAP. Seriously, I am cursed luh! No kidding. I tried it before and yes, results are always the same! So it's not that I am paranoid or something. It's true! And I have got this really round (*close to being a circle already*) bruise - blueblack around the size of a five cent coin on my hand! And it's like dark brown! But it's cute and don't hurt a bit. And where did it came from? When my desktop monitor dropped on my hand yesterday! No kidding! Only such things can happen to me! To break it's fall, I stuck my hand in between the monitor and the keyboard. And yes, it hurt! But being the idiotically retarded me, I didn't want to appear in pain (*super embarrassing already!*). I smiled and slowly took my sandwiched hand out.

Heh heh! Honestly, can friday faster come? =D And I think I have been neglecting my babies so much they have been pretty emotionally disturbed! Have always felt that to understand the emotions of an animal, look into his/her/it's eyes. It really says everything. And, I SO WANT A DOG LUH. Big DOG. =D I want a german shepherd! Or a golden retriever! Like, can any lost german shepherd or golden retriever wait outside my house!?

Craps, it's12.56pm and I am officially... turning lethargic! Fine, back to work then.
=O






- Michelle

I want to blog something long and you know, filled with feelings. But I am so busy looking for Queen's albums. How do I know about Queen? Hmmm, actually, I have heard of a few songs since I was young but my sister was watching Queen performance (*best rock concert performance if I am not wrong. I left a video on the previous entry already*) and boy, it was great! I am so going to loop it tomorrow while on the way to work!

Talking about listening to music while on the way to work. I was listening to 98.7FM as usual after work (*on my way home*) and it was so funny I have to bite my lip to stop myself from laughing! And everyone know I can't control my laughter well luh! And as a result, I look like I keep smiling. Oh my gosh! So if you see someone smiling with the ear piece on, do not even think that they are loony or something. They aren't!

Alright. I keep forgetting what I want to blog about.
OMG! Love of My Life - Freddie Mercury is the song I have been looking for and I have no idea it was sung by him! You know the Meteor Garden/Liu Xing Hua Yuan taiwan version, there's always this English song that goes Love of my life~~~. He sang it! OMG! I seriously love it and whenever I watch the show, I can't help my tear with that music on luh! And Freddie Mercury wrote this song for Mary Austin. A women no one could replace in his heart. OMG! I am so loving this song luh! (*cries*)

Okay, the song's over. =D See, I keep forgetting what I want to blog about! Oh yes, whatever happened in my final semester of polytechnic certainly changed me in a way. Right from my FYP to my IAP. The way I think and the things that really matter to me. It's a change I am willing to accept. I have become more of a happy girl. To the extent of being overly contented, that's what my cow friends said. But it's a good thing right! And I am no longer holding on to the things that I can't let go. Like really stupid things! For example, dreading so much over my grades (*fine, there's nothing to dread now already*) and also university admission. Honestly, I am having only 20% confidence in university admission and they are dropping further day by day and news of increasing 900 seats is not even comforting for me. You know, in my life, I need to know what to do next and be assured in a way that I will go that way. And yes, university have always been the norm path I should take (*don't ask me why I chose polytechnic. I prefer it. No explanations needed*). But oh well, if I can't get in, I can't! No point mourning over it or anything.

And to friends I have been making an attempt to like maintain close contacts with. Like the usual how are you or let's go chill out thing. I gave up too! Because honestly, it takes two hands to clap luh. And I am too tired to try to even talk. Never have I felt so. But tolerance's up! =D No hard feelings, just know that things cannot go my way luh. But my life have never been happier. Being contented is so important luh. You know, with the economy crisis and all, don't hold on to things too hard. Or else the doctors are going to be busy treating the brains! I have always been contented to have the group of close friends I have and yes, definitely because of my loony family. It works to have crazy family members.

And to my little friend (*i hope you know I am referring to you luh*)..
Cheer up and yes, CHEER UP! Because I am so bad at consoling people, I am pretty much lose for words, but yes, mic's always there! =D I am rarely so corny with my words okay!

I have so many things to say, but I am trying my best to place them nicely. Oh yes, SUNDAY, SENTOSA PLEASE. =D Ohkay fine, I shall not talk about it here. Though it's been bugging me, oh well. Never mind.

You see, I kind of am having some sort of arguement with my friend that day over some stupid things and he kind of got so pissed of with me being nonchalant about things. But you know, I totally hate explaining! I am fine explaining the first time, but if you still don't get it because your mind's already set, then I don't see the point explaining again! Like seriously.

Ohkay, time to head to bed. =0( Nights!

- Michelle

Because I fell in love with a 63 year old man. Well, actually, he isn't really around. His music is still around though. And gosh, I love it! Freddie Mercury - the lead vocalist of Queen.

watch from part 1 to part 3. Oh you got to watch it like really!



- Michelle

My back hurts from all that sitting.
And there's still 3 more days!
=0(
- Michelle

Anyone played this game before? I used to love this game so much! =D You are playing the doctor, holding the tweezer trying to get those foreign particles in the body out without touching it's side. Once the tweezer touch the sides, the buzzer will sound. And it's loud! Imagine concentrating will hard and the buzzer sound! But really funnnn! =D


- Michelle

Recieved this mail a gazillion times in my hotmail and yes, I do send them out.

Don't avoid, Pls read this mail )

FROM Arvind Khamitkar , I.A.S, Director of Medical
& Research Div,
Chennai

Dear Friends,

A few weeks ago, in a movie theatre, a person felt
Something poking from her seat
When she got up to see what it was, she found a
Needle sticking out of the seat with a note attached saying

'You have just been infected by HIV'.

The Disease Control Center (in Paris ) reports many similar
Events in many other cities recently. All tested needles were HIV Positive.

The Center also reports that needles have been found
In cash dispensers at public banking machines. We ask everyone to use extreme caution when faced with
This kind of situation. All public chairs/seats should be inspected with vigilance and caution before use. A careful visual inspection should be enough. In addition, they ask that each of you pass this message along to all members of your family and your friends of the potential danger.

Recently, one doctor has narrated a somewhat similar
Instance that happened to one of his patients at the Priya Cinema in Delhi .. A young girl, engaged and about to be married in a couple of months, was pricked while the movie was going on.. The tag with the needle had the message

'Welcome to the World of HIV family'.

Though the doctors told her family that it takes about 6
Months before the virus grows strong enough to start
Damaging the system and a healthy victim could survive about 5-6 years, the girl died in 4 months, perhaps more because of the 'Shock thought'.
We all have to be careful at public places, rest God help! Just think about saving a life by forwarding this message. Please, take a few seconds of your time to pass along.

With Regards, Arvind Khamitkar ,
I.A.S, Director of Medical & Research Div, Chennai .

Rather than forwarding irrelevant mails, kindly pass
This to every one.
Probably ur mail can help some save his/her life

But today, I decided to go google (*don't we love google?*) Arvind Khamitkar. Well, apparently, there is no such person at Medical & Research Div, Chennai. So simply said, it's a hoax. And yes, HIV virus will die within seconds when exposed. Well, it does pose a problem if the virus isn't HIV luh. But yeaps, HIV won't be transmitted that way. Unless an infected person actually injects his infected blood in you immediately.

So, I just realized I was stupid enough to forgot that the virus dies within a few seconds when exposed and clicked on the forward button 2 times already! =D

All of a sudden, I just want to say..
Bring me back!

I seriously think I am weird!
There are times when I am quiet, I look back at old photos and have this wanting to go back. Be it secondary school or whichever good memories I have.
But then, when I imagine going back, I feel that even if I have the chance of going back to the past, I wouldn't want it.

It feels like I want to go back to the past, which is true, but I wouldn't want to go back too! Because it's like, I have absolutely nothing that I would do differently even if I do go back, so what's the point of living it over and over again right? Told you I am not normal!

Okay fine, because the time's so slow today that I blogged! =0(
Toodles!

- Michelle

Where can I watch B1 and B2 in action? o.O
=D
And for certain reason, the time is moving super slowly!
- Michelle

3 more days to the end of IAP. Honestly, I can't wait!
Time is like super slow in the office.

After the self-declared holiday, I am left struggling at work now. Although it has only been 15minutes. But waking up was hard!

I am pretty worried I can't get into a (*or should it be "an", but why does using "an" in this case sounds weird?*) university. So I need to decide what I want to do after this. =( Hard to choose you know. =0(

- Michelle

After days of begging asking my cuzz to send the photo, I manage to get just three. But oh well, at least I got the one with Ah Gong! =D


- Michelle

I successfully placed the contact lenses into my eye but kinda freaked out when I had trouble taking them out! =0(
Lols! I think getting colored contacts are safer!

- Michelle

Problem No. 1: Can't get contact lenses into eyeballs. =(
Like seriously!
Omg! Omg! has it got to do with my rugby shaped eyeball?

- Michelle

I am probably the worst employee around. But that is if I have totally no passion in it. I am sorry, as much as I try to, I can't! =D


Oh yea people, drink more mugicha!
- Michelle

I have been trying to keep her voice in my heart.
Today mome went over to Ah gong (*that's what we call our grandpa*) place to bathe and bring food for him. She said that he still had a piece of popo (*actually more actually it will be pronounced as porpor*) clothes.
=0(

It's like he misses her lots. But you know. . she's just not around anymore. I can still remember her laughter and her voice. I make it a point to remember her voice, her face and all. Because I love her so much. Though she left when i was around Primary 4, I can still remember everything about her.
She is one hip grandma you know. She's kind and all.
She's funny. She's a pro in bringing up kids! Like reallllly!
=0(

- Michelle

So last night/this morning was a killer and it always feel like I have ran a million miles watching liverpool's match. Hahas! =D

Just came back from skatinggg and will be off to get my lenses later! =D Wooohoooo! Hahas!
=D
- Michelle

=D

In the morning, I decide to try this thing that they say helps reduce the eyebags/puffy eyes. =D Whether it helps or not, hmmm, I can't really tell since my eye bags are like quite irritating. They only appears when people/I remember. But it's so fun! So cooling! =D
I think I look like ninja turtle!



- Michelle

Heart's taken...
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Seriously! Hahahs! Fine! Hahas!

- Michelle

=D
You know how crazy I can get when I am really in the shopping mood.. =X And the ability to shop online isn't helping! I mean, it's freaking cheap! Like..no transport fare is needed. No need to check out the closing hours or whatever.

Great. And I am getting my lenses tml! =D It's my first time getting it and honestly, my eyeballs aren't suitable for wearing lenses. My eyeballs are of a different shape luh! Oh dear! I log offff first!
+D

- Michelle

Just came back from visiting my Ah Gong. =D
He is super cute! Like really really cute!

Life is .... so unexpected! =D


- Michelle

Hoping for moomee to win the toto draw today! =D

- Michelle

Hahas! I am not called a detective for no reason luh!
=X

Sometime.. I really think there's more to it. Hahas! =D
Alright! Toodles!
oh yes, something random.
I got so guilty about not eating vegs for a long time..
And last night, i got so hungry, I drank vegetable juice and five leaves of butterhead. It's all GREEN!

- Michelle

5 more working days! !

Happynessss! =D It's pure happiness knowing that there's only 5 more working days! And if possible, I might make it down to 4 working days! I am just hoping to get a job first after 13Feb and hoping to get into a unversity of a my choice.

Ok fine, I confess. All I want to do now is to sleeeep! I am super sleeepy! Like seriously! I so want to not go to work today luh! Sleeepy! I just slept 15 mins later last night and it's making a great difference already!

Oh my gosh! =0(


- Michelle

Cheer up girl! =D
Some people call my hopelessly contented at times.
You know how screwed up I feel when I see humans and at times "friends" (i don't really know how to label them). And it makes the world a disgusting place to live in and all. So when you see me, I am usually having the ear piece in my ears, trying to block out the noises. And it makes life harder. But you know when I am around family and friends, everything is worth it again. Like really.

Don't take life too hard luh! I mean, you take life darn hard and at the end of the day, you are the one losing out time! =D



- Michelle

6 more working days!
And I can sense that tomorrow won't be a good day. Can take leave? Can take MC?
Flu bug/sore throat bug all come find me tomorrow! Best is can take leave until next week!

Lot's to do later when I get home. =D PW and typing this and typing that! Regret not saving them lur! Oh...and yes, all guilty people! Send me peeeeekturessssss!
And CNY will be ending in like a few days' time! So fast!

Too fast! And I can't wait to go sentosa after IAP! =D
You know, I am at the point in life where I don't know what's going to happen next.
When I am in year 1, I am still in that pathetic point of life where I happily live in my comfort zone knowing that after this exams will be sem2 and so on. But now, after this IAP, WHAT WILL I DO?

Here comes the problem. I can't choose! I mean, I can choose to a certain extent. But still, it will still be the choices choosing me! This is what I call...living in doubt. But of course, I hope and want to be able to enjoy whatever is happening. After all, you only get one chance to enjoy it! But yea, easier said than done! I am trying my best to not get irritated by humans I see on the trains/bus/road. And I am trying not to think/imagine about life in a countryside. Whatever, I will die happy being called a country bumpkin (*er..maybe not, i don't mind being the hippest country bumpkin!*).

Oh dear. I just read a news that put me to shame. Like really. PUT.TO.SHAME. Here's the news (CLICK ME). And here's when I read it with tears flowing down my cheeks in shame (*oh, just kidding about tears part.*)

Lim, who is fluent in six programming languages, started using the computer at the age of 2. He has since completed about 20 programming projects. His father, Lim Thye Chean, a chief technology officer at a local technology firm, also writes iPhone applications.

"Every evening we check the statistics emailed to us (by iTunes) to see who has more downloads," the older Lim said.

The boy, who enjoys reading books on programming,

At the age of 9, he already completed 20 programming projects. Although I do not know how big the projects are, BUT 9 YEARS OLD! I was still playing catching and I know nuts about computer. Except that there are cocoa beans. =X Oh..about the cocoa beans.. My dad had this computer game that's reallly fun and interactive and intellectual and the one thing I can remember very well is finding cocoa beans and making chocolates!! No, it isn't a bimbo game, it's a dark game that requires thinking. Can't find it anymore lor! Ohkay, anyway. At the age of 19, I only know a LITTLE bit of a few programming languages! Like thanks!

And yesterday news was on ape/chimps(*i forgot which, or are they the same?*) scoring higher IQ results than kids. Those apes/chimps are of course under normal human care. Like how your mum would teach you and stuffs. Thanks.

OH dear...after 19 years of life, I realize...I am not smarter than a chimp! But never mind, I love chimps you know! They are oh-so-cute and they way they smile tickles me! =D Chimps, I love you. =D HAHAHA. (*kinda going crazy in here*) I think I am suffering from the lack-of-food syndrome. Giddiness and all. I only had liquid today! =(

Hungry hungry! Guess I somehow know what my sis is feeling. That stupid loyal fan of liverpool did something so retarded I laugh thinking about it! You know the liverpool V Chelsea match where the two scores come in late at around the 88th minute? Well, you see, she was watching the match and liverpool though was performing well in the second half was scoring goals. So, she said in her heart that she will go vegetarian for a week if they scores! Well... sad to say (*okay, having them score isn't a sad thing but...*) torres scored! =D And she ended up having to keep to her promise (*or whatever it's called*). She have been in a state of .... erm.. cold turkey? MEAT MEAT. Hahas! Really pathetic!

Alright! Back to do work!

Everything fine? How's the weather?
How's training?

Nothing. Just felt like asking.
Not used to not knowing everything that's all.
=D
- Michelle

6 working days to the end of IAP

Can you imagine..6 more working days! =D
And it's now looking for jobs while waiting praying for a university acceptance.
Like really praying. With my lower than normal gpa grades, I can only pray for it.

Like seriously. =0( I don't want to work.
=X Whatever. And I think it's partially xxx's fault I am suffering in attachment. =X Heh heh!
ALrighty then! (*headache's here ~~*)



- Michelle

All of a sudden I am missing that place I have been in for 42 days. You know, I kind of got used to it being just a memory. But I was looking at those pictures taken back then, and I imagined and tried re-calling the emotions I experienced at those places. Places like the Great Wall of China, Forbidden Palace, School, hostel and labs.

It's like, I have been there..but it feels like I haven't been there. Somewhere in me still can't accept the fact that I have been there. I have never imagined going somewhere so far when I am not even 21. But at the age of 19, I have been to this wonderful country with a group of wonderful people and I can't imagine going there without this group of wonderful people.

I remember the feeling when we first landed in Beijing Airport. It just cannot be described. It's just so wonderful. It's like placing an untended kid in a playground filled with toys. And staying in the hostel with friends. It was so much fun. Doing project with wonderful project mates. Going out, exploring the city. Knowing locals there and understanding more about the country and her people. It's really an experience! I miss that kind of feeling when I first reached that place, first saw the way the country is built, first ate in those shops, first bargained... It was really great! I miss those times! Like really!

But memories will always be memories luh! And you must be wondering why I am blogging this..
It's because...my PW is patching super slowly! =0( And I ate for 1hour today! And I saw FIFA today! A secondary classmate that is really bubbly and all! =D
- Michelle

Had a chat with my colleauge.
Told me lots of things.
Oh my gosh, I am so determined now!
=D

Let's say...if we don't do it now, when?!
My point is, if you think it's too late and not want to do it, then it's really too late! =D
=D Oh man...wish me luck! Give me three days first to clean out. Three days.
=D But I seriously agree with her point of view. =D Wish me luck people! =D

- Michelle

Oh dear, I forgot what I am going to blog about already!
=X
Oh well...Never mind about that. That sudden rush of emotions was a little overwhelming for me! =D

Stephen King (one of my fav authors) slammed Twillight! =X I know that Twillight really appeal to girls/females but I still love it luh! =X Worked even better with Robert Pattinson (*I nearly typed Edward Pattinson!*). Heh heh! But the movie is great not only because of the romance stuffs. Like really!

I can't wait for 9 days later where I can start reading my book from day to night! =D The best thing in life is to be able to just lean back, relax, and read a book. =D All along, I have always agreed to the fact that studying is a million times better than working. I don't even mind taking exams once a week! Seriously.

This is when I feel old luh! And and and, I can't wait for 8th of Feb! =D =D =D =D =D I shall be a good girl then too! =D Gonna say goodbye to my "yellow/golden brown" hair to say hello to dark dark brown. =D And shhhh...most probably taking MC on monday... =D So please..let me have a major sore throat or sprained ankle on that day? =D That's how much I want a MC luh! =D
I am such a whiny person! XD

I promise...a proper blog entry when I have my strength... and of course, when I am in the right mind! =D Too many things in my head already... =D




- Michelle

*fans self*
*Screammmms...
*Went hysterical....

- Michelle

Arrr~ After two days of honeymoon in the office, my hell comes! =X
I seriously...hate to go to production line or to communicate with the engineers..
=0( It's me luh, I don't like it...

ARGH~~~ *pray no one around!*
7 more working days 7 more working days!
- Michelle

7 working days to the end of IAP! =D

=D
Since there are no more examinations and tests, I decided to download Perfect World once again.
I know the game name sounds super kuku, but I think it's one of the games I liked playing. =D
No, it isn't a bimbo game okay. =D

And since I want to lead a neet life for around 2 weeks, I will have perfect world accompany me. Mwahaha! =D
- Michelle

Uh~~
Another 8 more working days .. 8 more 8 more! =D
It's the time of the year where you start recieving newsletters from universities and stuffs...
And it just reminds me...I am ending my poly life in like 8 days!

Cannot imagine cannot imagine cannot imagine..
XD
3 years passed just like that! OMG.
So fast.....


- Michelle

*Fans self*
I think I am going insane. And I think my mee's laptop is in a very bad state. =X
The color is weird! And it's so dim! But it has all along been this way! Not my fault! I want to get a HP MINI. Like reallllly!

There are actually two things I want to get now! =D HP MINI and a DOG. I love all dogs, but I prefer a big dog! Having a small dog is like taking care of babies..because they are so small and cute.... But having a big dog is really like having a friend or something.. It gives me this fuzzy feeling!

Well.... no, not that big....

The following two are more like it! =D

I love golden retriever and german shepherd! =D I know the german shepherd is what we call police dog. And there are times I get a little afraid of them because they are police dog. But they are really warm and loving dogs! I loveeeeeee. And the other day while skating, I saw this german shepherd that's really thin in the drain! =0( You know those big drains (canal)? He is so thin and I think he can't find a way out.. =0( He is wearing a vest, so I think his owner abandoned him or he abandoned the owner. =0(

I want a dogggg. =D

- Michelle

Watch it! =D



- Michelle

My sis is so gonna murder me for using this skin too!
But it's really cute luh!
- Michelle

Lunching. Time's really slow today!
And I am left with 8 working days! =D
Darn happppy! And! The first tuesday after my attachment ends, I will be meeting up with del down to sentosa! =D

The last time we went to Sentosa, we both ended up with biten legs (*big red ants*) and got chased by Peacocks! No kidding!

Oh ya oh ya! I got to recommend this Glico's (*remember pocky*) pretz stick! Tomato flavour! It's super nice! Just a little expensive. But it's SO NICE! It's sourish sweet. Sour is the more dominant flavour! AWESOME I TELL YOU! I got it for breakfast today! And I am having the pathetic Seven Eleven Sandwich for lunch! No more Roast Mexican Chix. =X
I am so going to change a blog skin! =D I have no time to blog! Lunch time is worth cherishing! Haha!

8 more working days to the end of IAP

So I am on my last second week here in GES(S). And my colleague took the chinese new year goodies and offered me. But... she asked me if I can eat it... Because they aren't halal.

Looked at her with my wide eyes. She burst into laughter and realized I am indeed chinese! But she said she kept thinking I am Malay. At least this is okay. Since she didn't speak to me in Malay. But you know, the embarrassing part is always when the person speaks to you in Malay and I have got to politely tell the person I don't understand!

With this, I decided to reject going to Sentosa! =X Time's super slow today! And I've booked my appointment! =D =D
Oh yea, another sad thing about february excluding the fact that I am no longer a poly student is that...I have to go for tooth extraction the end of the month! Shall try psyhco-ing my mother to let me keep my tooth until the next time it aches! =D No pain = OKAY muhs! =D

Hahas!
Alright! Back to work ( =0( )
- Michelle

Because work have been stressful so I decided that I shall live a happy life.
No one can define the word happiness but yourself. =D
I know work is tiring and work ends at 6 which is darn late. But I can't let it keep me from doing things I am happy.

I planned my time for this two weeks already! =D
Everyday, I will rush home (*happily*), change and skate! My sis got a bike, so everything is convenient lur.

Skate till 7.30-8 and home to bathe and have dinner till 9pm! =D
And from 9pm to 12am will be my slacking time!
Because it's healthy for humans to have between 5 to 7 hours a sleep each day. But it's UNHEALTHY to have too much or too little.
=D

This schedule will accompany me for the remaining 9 days of work! And after that, I will be taking a short break. Perhaps till mid March. Slacking and skating everyday. Expecting to pick up a few tuition cases too. And hopefully daily trips down to Sentosa too.
=D
9 more days 9 more days!
=D


- Michelle

Crap | 9 working days left to the end of IAP

I was blog hopping when I found this link!
=D Yea, satisfied with the definition!
Hahas!

Michelle Tng --

[noun]:

A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever

But you know, no matter what you type, or keep entering the same name, the definition is randomly chosen.
But stillll.. Hahs! =D

- Michelle

9 working days left to the end of IAP

I have lot's to blog! But realized...I have been having mental block!
And yes, up till now, I am still waiting for peektures!

Minds Cafe.
Starbucks.
CNY relatives visiting
Many many house visiting.

And yes, those guilty of delayed peektures please send me ! =D
So, after 9 days of bliss and freedom, I am back to work.
Experiencing twice the monday blues than any other mondays!
I want to be back home sleeeeping till the sun rises!
And slack on the sofa. Never tuning to the news channel because it's all too depressing.

Yesterday went down to skate. =D I am so going to go skating later in the evening too!
All work and no play makes me a boring girl! =D My sis got her bicycle recently.
=D

Every morning (when there's work), I sit at my dining table and wonder...
Will life be like this forever!? It's a routine! Especially office jobs! There are times I wonder how the people actually tolerate. Is it really that interesting? Or because money is needed? o.O
=0( Perhaps I am still too young, too naive.
But life's a waste that way!
Like really.

You know, my sis and I think that the reason we are so sensitive to humans and their behaviour is because of meemee! She's super sensitive to humans tooo (*defensive luh*). So we ended up being very sensitive to human behaviour too! Is like, when I meet someone for the first time, I try not to sound stupid, because I get super conscious about what I am saying. It's like because I am so worrried that I might sound stupid and ended up really sounding stupid! But honestly, I read people really well! Not reading in the edward cullen way. And I have been trying to get rid of this bad habit! Like really, not think about people's reaction and all! But I can't! =X

There are times I am outside on the train/bus and I start people watching. And I will be like analyzing someone's behaviour in my mind. Bad habit bad habit!
But really luh! I do that often.. .

Whatever! =D I borrowed two books yesterday toooo! =D Both from Stephen King! I need something to erm...scare me a little. And the really scary books I have read so far are from him. =D

Anybody have quick cure for upset tummy? I kind of am suffering from a bad tummyache from yesterday's steamboat! =D Off I go!

- Michelle

Why?

I always hear how they say I am different! As in, when you don't know me, I am so quiet you might think I am mute. But when you know me, I am so noisy you wished I would just be quiet!

Hahas! But you know, that's me. Because I am super sensitive to humans. As in, I can really tell what every action means. What's the meaning behind every word. And what's the meaning of every expression from the eye. And yes, most of the time is darn accurate.

I am so sensitive to humans I just can't open up to people normally. XD Rights. Work tml!
Bub bye!


- Michelle